This is a new post that appears like once in a blue moon. If you purposely/accidentally visit my blog and found this post, you are very lucky. Because this is a random post.
I accidentally clicked this blog's URL, and I felt like bullshitting.
I am sorry for my laziness in maintaining this blog. Too bad I am intern-ing now, and my time at home is limited. Hopefully I can write more when I reach back to Des Moines.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Coming Back to Malaysia!
Now I am in LAX, waiting for my very first flight back home since last year.
I am nervous, I am excited.
I feel weird, yet I feel happy.
There's never a place better than home but I suddenly miss my apartment back in Des Moines. It's so ironic.
But I am glad I will be back to meet my family, my futsal kakis and possibly get my very first actuarial internship.
Hey Malaysia! Here I come!!!..........
I am nervous, I am excited.
I feel weird, yet I feel happy.
There's never a place better than home but I suddenly miss my apartment back in Des Moines. It's so ironic.
But I am glad I will be back to meet my family, my futsal kakis and possibly get my very first actuarial internship.
Hey Malaysia! Here I come!!!..........
Monday, April 06, 2009
Saturday, January 31, 2009
CK 点啦！
It's time to decide!
Yes or No
Go or not to go.
True or False
Dilemma is striking me. Right now, I would just want to calm down, think carefully and give myself a smile.
This wasn't what I expected last semester, why do I care about it so much now?! I am feeling weird now, I am acting weird now. Is the stress level that high? Should I do it or not? For what should I do it for? For who should I do it for?
ARGHHH!!!! CK 点啦！
#To those who are reading this post, no to worry, I am just grumbling to myself........It's not big deal....I am fine!
Yes or No
Go or not to go.
True or False
Dilemma is striking me. Right now, I would just want to calm down, think carefully and give myself a smile.
This wasn't what I expected last semester, why do I care about it so much now?! I am feeling weird now, I am acting weird now. Is the stress level that high? Should I do it or not? For what should I do it for? For who should I do it for?
ARGHHH!!!! CK 点啦！
#To those who are reading this post, no to worry, I am just grumbling to myself........It's not big deal....I am fine!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Let's see.....When was the last time I didn't celebrate Chinese New Year in KL?
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There seems to be no answer at this moment to this question. I have celebrated all my CNY in KL for all my 19.5 years as a Malaysian, and it seems like this year will be the first year I have to live that 1st day without my family.
Not a happy thing to happen, but I have to get used to it, because next year's CNY I am sure will be the same.
I miss the CNY's crazy suffocating hot weather in KL. I miss all the angpau givers. I miss going to relatives' houses. I miss lion dance. I miss my house's CNY open day with all the foods. Last year's CNY seems like it just happened yesterday, and again I felt how fast time flies.
I am still not sure what will be up in this particular festival week. Everyone seems to have their own plan where I am still clueless. Maybe I will just attend some of the celebrations by Malaysian Students Association or maybe the Vietnamese one.
Right now, I would just like to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year 2009!! The Cows are rulling this year. MOOOO........
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There seems to be no answer at this moment to this question. I have celebrated all my CNY in KL for all my 19.5 years as a Malaysian, and it seems like this year will be the first year I have to live that 1st day without my family.
Not a happy thing to happen, but I have to get used to it, because next year's CNY I am sure will be the same.
I miss the CNY's crazy suffocating hot weather in KL. I miss all the angpau givers. I miss going to relatives' houses. I miss lion dance. I miss my house's CNY open day with all the foods. Last year's CNY seems like it just happened yesterday, and again I felt how fast time flies.
I am still not sure what will be up in this particular festival week. Everyone seems to have their own plan where I am still clueless. Maybe I will just attend some of the celebrations by Malaysian Students Association or maybe the Vietnamese one.
Right now, I would just like to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year 2009!! The Cows are rulling this year. MOOOO........
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Year 2009
YAHOO! It's 2009!
Wait, wait. Is 2008 that bad to make me so happy that it's over?
Erm, I tried to recap some highlights of the year of myself, and I suddenly realized that this has been a very frenzy year to me, ever since the first few hours of the year.
Ups and downs, highs and lows, here and there, where and where, when and when, what and what, dids and didn'ts.......
It's been a year with large volume 'trades '. You get things, and you lose things. I might not be the person who likes high volatility, and it has been hard for me to accept all these sudden changes in my life. I finally feel like myself after a while and I am happy about that. Come on, bad things come and go, so take it and go!
I realized that I have disappointed a lot of friends back in Malaysia since my journey here in US. Many complained that I was too hard to be reached. I was really busy for most of the time. I am really sorry. I WILL do my best next semester(or now) to get back to all of you. Why? Because I miss you all.
I never do new year resolution. Never. Why? I am not the kind of people who likes to follow rigid rules. Maybe this is also the reason why I have been headless and aimless for all these years. However, I still like flexibility. And short term plannings have been my friends for ages.
I would just like to wish everyone Happy New Year 2009! May all your bad fortunes go away.
Love,
CK from San Francisco, California
Wait, wait. Is 2008 that bad to make me so happy that it's over?
Erm, I tried to recap some highlights of the year of myself, and I suddenly realized that this has been a very frenzy year to me, ever since the first few hours of the year.
Ups and downs, highs and lows, here and there, where and where, when and when, what and what, dids and didn'ts.......
It's been a year with large volume 'trades '. You get things, and you lose things. I might not be the person who likes high volatility, and it has been hard for me to accept all these sudden changes in my life. I finally feel like myself after a while and I am happy about that. Come on, bad things come and go, so take it and go!
I realized that I have disappointed a lot of friends back in Malaysia since my journey here in US. Many complained that I was too hard to be reached. I was really busy for most of the time. I am really sorry. I WILL do my best next semester(or now) to get back to all of you. Why? Because I miss you all.
I never do new year resolution. Never. Why? I am not the kind of people who likes to follow rigid rules. Maybe this is also the reason why I have been headless and aimless for all these years. However, I still like flexibility. And short term plannings have been my friends for ages.
I would just like to wish everyone Happy New Year 2009! May all your bad fortunes go away.
Love,
CK from San Francisco, California
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