Monday, 31 December 2007

Farewell 2007, Hello 2008..

In a few hours' time we'll be saying farewell to 2007. And with that, Welcome 2008 :D

I'm not one who makes new year's resolutions, as I know I wouldn't be sticking to them.. But I suppose having resolutions would keep you on your toes on what you're going to achieve in the coming months eh (erm, it doesn't matter lah if you're on your toes for a week tops.. hehe..)

This year.. well, at the end of 2008, I'd like to be able to say I've done a few things:
1. More open in showing my love to my family, friends and loved ones.
2. Cut my debts by 50%.
3. Take a long vacation - at least 1 week. Alone or with someone, belum difikirkan lagi. Hehe..

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Tonight I'll be sleeping over at Darls's place. Of course, that's after dinner and a movie with her and Sheils. Although we'll be somewhere nearby The Curve, we won't be joining the crowd doing the New Year countdown.

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Had lunch with a dear, dear friend today.
Babe, I really miss our talks lah. I know I've been busy lately with my personal stuff, but hopefully our next lunch / dinner / drink won't be too far ahead in the future..

You think I can book you for lunch again? And soon? :)

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Happy New Year 2008 everyone..
May the days ahead bring a bunch of love, a sea of happiness, a bucketful of adventure, and always, Allah's Blessings and Guidance.
Amin.

Hugs & kisses,
Yam

Thursday, 27 December 2007

Tagged again :D

I started doing this yesterday at around 2.30pm, tapi tak sempat nak post before balik! So here it is... :D

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Name of a person who made you laugh last night
Hmm.. Probably when I read something online. So, tak kira la ek?

What were you doing at 0800?
Driving, at Jalan Tun Razak.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Got back from a very nice lunch, yumm yumm..

What happened to you in 2006?
I turned 30. Eheh..

What was the last thing you said out loud?
Thank you for lunch (with a sweet, sweet smile..)

How many beverages did you have today?
Hot Milo for breakfast, starfruit juice during lunch. And plenty of mineral water in between.

What colour is your hairbrush?
I use a comb, and it's blue-ish grey in colour.

What was the last thing you paid for?
Parking.. Breakfast and lunch was paid for by a certain someone :))

Where were you last night?
At home, ordered Pizza Hut deliveries (which came later than the 45 minutes promised. Hmmphh!)

What colour is your front door?
It's solid wood. Wood colour.

Where do you keep your change?
Mostly in my coin purse, although there are some loose change inside my handbag (tak sempat masuk dalam coin purse!)

What's the weather like today?
Morning started off a bit gloomy, but it's getting better as the day goes by.

What's the best ice-cream flavour?
Belgian chocolate by Haagen Dazs. Anything chocolate, I'm willing to try. Hehehe..

What excites you?
Ah? Lots of things.. how to answer this one? Surrounded by family & friends & people I love. Spend time with that certain someone. A bouquet of fresh flowers. Getting news / phonecall / sms from long-lost friends. A surprise. Banyak lagi la.. takkan nak list semua? ;))

Do you want to cut your hair?
Yes, and SOON! I'm due for a haircut already.

Are you over the age of 25?
Obviously yes.

Do you talk a lot?
No. I listen more. But I can write a lot, and hence I'm 'talkative' in chats / YM / IM ehehehe. I think I express myself better in writing, rather than verbally :)

Do you watch the O.C?
Used to, for a couple of episodes. Then I got sick watching Mischa Barton ekekekke

Do you know anyone named Steven?
Yes. A former colleague at that computer centre.

Do you make up your own words?
No.

Are you a jealous person?
Haha.. depends. Sometimes yes, especially with people I care about, people I love.. normally ni kalau ada benda I'm insecure about (is this normal? hmm..). Although, I'm can be very good at being indifferent also.. hmm..

Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'
Awe.

Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'
Katie

Who's the first person on your received call list?
Same person on my dialled number list: that certain someone :D

What does the last text message you received say?
"OK. Sayang I love you" (hihihih.. isn't he sweet..)

Do you chew on your straw?
No.

Do you have curly hair?
Erm.. only after I permed it..

Where's the next place you're going to?
Hmm.. tonight..? Our usual dinner place, I hope. :))
For a vacation? Hmm.. Ntah, haven't planned anything. But I'd love to go to Cameron Highlands one day soon. Tak pernah sampai tau..

Who's the rudest person in your life?
Can't pin-point a single person right now..

What was the last thing you ate?
Lunch, consisting of plain rice, fried sotong, tomyam ayam, ayam masak halia, kangkung belacan. Hehe told'ya it's a heavy and yummy lunch..

Will you get married in the future?
Yes.

What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
Hmm? I watched 'Transformers' on Monday. Hahaha.. walaupun dah banyak kali tengok, I still LOVE the movie!

Is there anyone you like right now?
Ah? Of course.. Scroll up and read some of my answers and you can surely tell, right..

When was the last time you did the dishes?
Last evening at home.

Are you currently depressed?
No.

Did you cry today?
No.

Why did you answer and post this?
Ija tagged me, and I thought 'Why not?' .. Itupun dah delay berapa lama.. hihih.. sorry Ja..

Tag 5 people who would do this survey:
(Only if you guys haven't done it ya..)
Nour
Anne Suhanna
Hanafi
Nel
Teek
(Yang lain-lain pun, silakan!)

Wednesday, 26 December 2007

Updates oh updates...

Hmm, sorry sorry for being silent for a long time. I just realised I've got 2 draft posts in my "collection" - both of them ended up getting binned as I seemed unable to continue any of them hehe..
Better start fresh eh?

Update 1
Alhamdulillah I've got an orange Neo. Plate number starts with WQT (haha.. 'cause I'm a Cutey Pie!).. Such a sweeetttt ride, I'm telling ya..! It's a 1.6 Auto. Well, 'cause my skills with manual trans is seriously lacking - baper tahun dah tak bawak manual ekkeke. I'm sticking with auto je, thank you.
I've got it on 7th December, and targetting for first service this weekend. My Neo tak lah travel jauh ke mana pun, paling jauh dah sampai ke Putrajaya for a sleepover at Sheils' place. Other than that, just pergi & balik kerja. Baru tersedar minyak mahal wahahahahha... Selama ni sedap je bawak Waja coz Abah isik minyak kereta tu. Adeih..
Oh.. no worries. I'm still gonna drive around with my Neo. How else am I going to go dating lah kan? ;)
Plans for Neo in 2008? I want to drive up north, visit Lia. I think dia sekeluarga dah 3-4 kali turun KL. And how many times have I went up north to visit her? Sekali je. Itupun masa wedding dia. So, ni dah ada kereta, apa lagi excuse? Lia, nanti aku plan bebetul ye, insyaAllah in the first half of 2008. Maybe can pujuk Sheils to come along (I don't think my parents will let me go alone LOLs..). Jom Sheils? :D
Oh.. also kena find out about classes kat Masjid Negara. Dah ada transport ni, rajin2 lah gi tuntut ilmu. OK Cik Yam?

Update 2
Work related: I think my Dept will be moving again. Not physically, but reporting-wise. We might be transferred (again) to another division, and hence reporting to another Head. Hmmm.. admittedly, based on job functions, it is more appropriate to move to that division, but I guess I'm a bit reluctant as I'm happy reporting to the current Head.

Will keep you all updated ya..

Update 3
I've been having a lot of dinner meals (say.. 3-5 times a week) with a certain someone. I like him. And I like him a lot. A whole lot..
Ehehehhe.. Tu je nak cerita. And don't ask questions on this matter 'cause you know I'll refuse to answer :) (you've been warned. kekeke..!)

Update 4
I had breakfast with Mel and Id last Sunday morning. I picked Mel at her apartment, and oh boy was she excited sitting in my Neo hiihih.. kiut je kau Ja..! I'm so glad we had breakfast together - a chance to catch up with stuff. This one was a bit spontaneous la Id, aku suddenly ajak Mel breakfast coz she sounded stressed out :) Next time kita planning extra sikit, and pergi jauh2 sikit, so can include the rest of our classmates ya :))

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Tu je lah kot.. Can't think of anything else ehehhe..

Happy New Year people. Any resolutions to be achieved? Share lah :D

I'm probably spending New Year's eve with a couple of close friends. Tapi, plan apa, tak sure lagi. Kakkakaka.. kelakar betul!
Tungguuuu.. I'm still thinking about our plan nih..

Wednesday, 5 December 2007

Wonderful Wednesday :))

Cuti harini.
Had a wonderful day today, with a wonderful person. Rasa macam taknak the day end pulak. (((sigh)))

Esok nak gi facial, then lunch with Mak Abah, then off to Jakel with Mak. Gonna do some shopping kihkihkikh..

Tuesday, 4 December 2007

Mid-week update :)

Baru je settle KPI / BSC (key performance indicator / balanced score card). *penat wo*
Bos sound aku, kata I'm too generous bagi score.
Maybe sebab dia cari ruang untuk potong score aku kot.
Kekkekeke..

Apa2 hal... janji dah settle.

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Am on leave tomorrow and the day after. Saja nak relax. Been very busy in the past couple of weeks. Bagus gak, makes me appreciate the time away from work hehe.. There's more to life than just work.. right..

Things to get done in the next couple of days:
1. Facial
2. Gi Jakel (kihkihkikh.. Mak kata Jakel tengah sale!)
3. Cari kasut
4. Buat spek. Maybe need to consider yg errr what do you call it.. 'tinted' ?

Haih cukup la. Itupun rasa2 macam boleh achieve 1, 2 & 3 je. LOLs..

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Tak sabar tunggu Friday. Dinner plan with The Girls is going on as planned, and Mel has already confirmed booking with the restaurant.

Girls, it's Italian night ya. Yum yummmm..!

Hmm, on a separate note, I need to do some window shopping. Hmm.. ada masa ke ni?

Wednesday, 21 November 2007

Super busy..

It's a super busy week, this one. ((sigh))
I'm barely able to catch my breath, let alone gather my thoughts. Penat nya..

The monthly meeting will be held next week, so until then I'm gonna look like a super-workaholic.
:P

Hari-hari balik lewat. Adeih..
Sib baik ada orang sudi hantar balik tiap hari.. ehhehehe.. TQ... :))

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Few things to look forward to..
1) Saturday 24th November: A small gathering with some primary schoolmates (someone called it 'pre-reunion' hehe).. some of whom I've last met during UPSR. Gosh.. it has been THAT long..

2) Sunday 25th November: Lene arranged a picnic, somewhere in Cheras kot.. Wahh.. interesting! Hehehe.. need to discuss food & drink. Lene? Will call you Friday ya darling.

3) Friday 7th December: Dinner date with The Girls, after office hours. Hmm.. need to figure out my transportation. And is there going to be a sleepover afterwards? Ihiks..

4) Finishing off my annual leave. Tinggal 4 hari lagi. Hmm.. someone sudah booking satu hari. 'Jom gi PD' katanya. Have I already said 'Yes'? Hmm...
1 or 2 days simpan untuk Aidil Adha nanti. I guess tinggal sehari lagi to plan for.

On a different note.. I'm missing a dear dear friend, very much. Lama sangat tak jumpa, tak catch up on things. It's been, what, 3 months since we last met? (I know you're reading this :P) In August I think. We must meet up soon my dear, wanna go lunch next week? Banyak rasanya benda nak citer, but somehow I doubt I'll be able to tell you much when we meet nanti. Ehehehe..

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It's only Wednesday, tapi rasa macam weekend was a long time ago..
(((sigh)))

Happy working people..
Hugs!

Monday, 19 November 2007

So.. what are you waiting for..?

So you miss that person. Just say it to her. Trust me, you will make her day.

So you love someone. Tell her. What are you waiting for? For the day she goes away and you'll be living in regret for not telling her how you feel?

So you want some alone time with her. Go out on a date. A movie. A dinner. Just a cup of coffee, or some teh tarik. Go catch up.. Just do it.

So you care for her. Show her. While she's still around..

So you're still waiting for her. So what? Too proud to tell her "I still love you.."?

So you want to spend the rest of your life with her. Let her know. Propose. Say something. Why are you hesitating? Still testing the waters?

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What are you afraid of? Rejection?

Who isn't..

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And what makes you think she's not missing you?

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So... what are you waiting for..?

Monday, 29 October 2007

Tiada Lagi - Amy Search

Alamak.. Syahdu pulak layan lagu nih.

Enjoy the video, although a bit blur.. takpe, still enjoyable. Sedih OK video clip nih. Lagu also menyayat hari.. uhuhuhuh..

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Tiada Lagi - Amy Search

Sia-sia sudah
Kita jalin cinta
Bila hati selalu berbeda

Sampai kapan lagi
Kuharus menahan
Rasa kecewa di dalam dada

Seandainya kita masih bersatu
Tak mungkin kan menyatu

Walau masih ada sisa cinta
Biarkan saja berakhir sampai di sini

Tiada lagi yang ku harapkan
Tiada lagi yang ku impikan
Biar aku sendiri tanpa dirimu

Tiada lagi kata cintaku
Takkan lagi ku bersamamu
Biar ku simpan semua
Kenanganku bersama mu...


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Penuh perasaan Amy nyanyi. Kan?

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Maybe I should include this song in my karaoke list.
Hehhehe...

Thursday, 25 October 2007

2007 Buka Puasa Gatherings

Just want to share some pics taken at recent gatherings during Ramadhan.

(1) The Girls' Buka Puasa Gathering
Day / Date : Saturday 29-Sep-2007
Venue : Marche Movenpick Restaurant, The Curve Mutiara Damansara


Our reactions after hearing Zuec's announcement. Hehe.. we're just surprised + happy + shocked (siap menjerit, ok..) - tu yang macam2 expression tuh. But ultimately we're so very happy for Zuec and family! Hugs!!



"Comelkah daku?" asks Yam. Kahkahkah.. jangan muntah ye..



What I got from Lily during the 'exchange gifts' session. TQ darling!

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(2) SMPT Girls' Buka Puasa Gathering
Day / Date : Saturday 06-Oct-2007
Venue : Naili's Place, Taman Dato' Senu, Sentul


Happy, happy ladies



Group photo - Some of the girls who came to the gathering. TQ ladies for making it happen. Tapi tak puas la rasa, we must organise another one, this time make sure boleh borak lama, ok?



Treasurer bidan terjun. Ahaks..

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Ada lagi a few pictures, tapi blogger tak kasi publish pulak. Mengot betul :P

Joy, ada gambar kau dgn Raidi yg sungguh comel itu! Nanti aku try hantar yer ehehehe.. Sini cam takleh post pulak..

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Oh, date dah confirm. Next week I'll be sending out some emails.
And in case you're not getting any emails / calls / sms (also before you start asking hehe), ni bukan satu event yang akan ada ayat yang bermula dengan: "Aku terima nikahnya.." So.. relax lah, ok?

Kihkihkihhh

Sunday, 21 October 2007

He would greet me each morning with SMS's. Tak jemu-jemu bertanya khabar.
And everyday, he would call me, even if it's just to chat for a few minutes.

This man is getting to me. He is.

I'm tired of fighting this.. I don't know what to call it. Feeling? Attraction?
But, I'm also not ready to give in yet, I know I'm not ready.

Tapi penat lah like this... *sigh*

Tuesday, 16 October 2007

Salam Aidil Fitri

Salam Aidil Fitri everyone.

It's 4th Raya and I'm getting ready for work.
Adeih..

Those yang dah start kerja.. I'm feeling the blues too..
To those yang masih cuti.. GUA JELESSSS !!

Hehehhe..

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Selamat Hari Raya..
Enjoy the blessed month in celebration after a month of puasa.

Hmm.. we've more or less have decided on the date. Will keep you all updated ya..

Saturday, 6 October 2007

Tagged (aiseh, lapar pulak..)

A dear friend tagged me.. on FOOD.. lols.. You buat I lapar la dear hehe..

Here goes :)

1. Name 5 favourite food that you feel like having now:
(a) Sambal goreng
(b) Ketupat pulut / ketupat palas
(c) Rendang daging
(d) Baked macaroni
(e) Nasi himpit + kuah lodeh
[Hahaha.. as you can see, I'm already on Raya mood.. I can't stop thinking about raya food!]

2. Name 5 food you would like to have for breakfast if you could [this is what I'd love to have for breakfast during non-fasting days]:
(a) Milo kawwwww
(b) Roti canai / roti telur
(c) French toast @ roti balut
(d) Teh tarik kurang manis
(e) Nasi lemak (sambal mesti sedap.. ehehe)

3. Name 5 food you would most likely buy for berbuka today tomorrow (because today berbuka kat luar hehehe):
(a) Roti bom
(b) Murtabak
(c) Air soya
(d) Ayam goreng berempah (yumms..)
(e) err can't think of anything else eheheh

Thursday, 4 October 2007

Someone wanted to buy me a baju raya.

I asked him: "If I accept your offer, what do you want in return?" (come on, it's way too rare for anything to be given freely these days, kan?)

He said "One day, just wear it and show me. Tu jer."

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In the end, the baju is very nicely done.

Tunggu yer, lepas Raya nanti I'll show you.

Friday, 21 September 2007

DNA confirms it

DNA test confirms that the body of the girl found in the sports bag is Adik Nurin Jazlin who has been missing since August 20th 2007. Read here on The Star Online.

I can't even begin to imagine what Nurin's family is going through.
May Allah grant them strength to go through all this.

Adik Nurin, may your soul rest in peace.
Al-Fatihah.

Thursday, 13 September 2007

May we all have a very blessed Ramadhan.

Selamat berpuasa.

Wednesday, 29 August 2007

There are times I wish I can just drop everything and fly off to somewhere no one can find me.

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Hmmm, turns out I've got a few posts drafted, but not finished so how to publish them? Apasal takde mood nih.. Padahal banyak je benda to write about.

Too many has happened in my life, sometimes I feel like I'm walking in a daze. Things tend to get surreal at times, I even resorted to pinching myself just to see if I've dreamed them up.

Thursday, 2 August 2007

OK.. Ni dah kena marah dgn Amir punya pasal, baru la tergerak nak blog. Hehehe..

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I'm currently on 'mandatory leave'.. every year each staff at the Bank have to plan for 'mandatory leave' which means 6 consecutive days out of the office. Normally that means 6 days of annual leave lah.. but of course marriage leave / maternity leave / hospitalisation also counts as 'mandatory leave'..

I started my leave last Monday 30th July, and will only be back at the office on Tuesday 7th August.

And believe it or not, I don't have anything planned for this holiday.. *sigh*
Initially thought of going to Pulau Perhentian with some of The Girls. Tapi ended up tak jadi coz timing wasn't particularly right.

Let's see what I've done so far..
I've been to Jln Masjid India and did some shopping for kain ela.. hehehe.. rambang mata siot.
Went to settle some bills kat KLCC and Lot 10.
Went to Mak Ton's house and delivered some fruits and kain ela for her hehe..
Got a haircut. Hmm, all my life I've had long hair, never shorter than shoulder length. I'm still adjusting to my really short haircut. Hehehe.. bila tengok cermin, rasa macam it's not me in the mirror.. Lain giler muka aku.

I still haven't gone for a spa treatment. Nor have I gone to the dentist. Ikea pun tak gi lagi nih. Eh, banyak rupanya benda tak buat lagi..

Although, alhamdulillah dah start ganti puasa. I have 2 more days to ganti... insyaAllah esok, and Monday.

Hmm.. tiba-tiba teringin nak pakai inai la. I'm sure ada a couple tubes of henna kat rumah ni, mana ek..

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Muahs! Happy weekend everyone! (hahaha! awal nya aku wish. nampak sangat I won't be putting up any post tomorrow! kihkihkihkih..)

Wednesday, 11 July 2007

"I love Grissom.."
(For those who don't know who Gil Grissom is, he's the head of the CSI team in CSI: Crime Scene Investigation. Go Google him up, if you must :P)

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When I blurted that sentence up there, out loud to someone, she said "I don't think you like Grissom because of his looks. Must be his brain.."

Oh how true. Hhehehhehe..

Eh but I must say, Grissom is like a teddy bear. And you know what you do with your teddy bear lah kan.. :P

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I love Grissom..

*sigh..*

Tuesday, 3 July 2007

"You didn't fight for me, make me stay. So I went away."

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Hmm, so why didn't he fight for her?

Sunday, 17 June 2007

Happy Father's Day!

I didn't know what to get Abah for Father's Day hehe.. So I thought "OK lah. Let's try some cupcakes this time around."

I ordered online after looking through both Vanilla Pod's websites (go here for info and here for pics).. can't help it.. the cupcakes looks yummy!

And trust me, THEY ARE YUMMYYYY!
This was delivered to our house this afternoon around 2pm.



I really think they're delicious, although for some the topping can be a bit on the sweet side.. So for next order, I must ask if they can reduce the sugar.. Hmm, agak-agak boleh tak diorang entertain request ku ini..?

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To Abah, and the rest of the dads out there, Happy Father's Day.. :)

Tuesday, 12 June 2007

At Zeati's Wedding

Hi..

Takde mood nak blog. *sigh* I know you guys must be bored to death tengok the same post when you visit my blog. LOLs..

So.. I just want to put up some pictures taken during Zeati's wedding about a month ago.

I know, I know it's really lambat of me. Sorry sesangat.

To Zeati & hubby, selamat pengantin baru (still pengantin baru, kan..)
Semoga perkahwinan you two sentiasa dirahmati Allah, dunia dan akhirat..

It was lovely to see some familiar faces, although I DID get ask the jackpot question "Kau bila pulak..?"
Not that by asking that question, things are gonna speed up or whatever.
Kalau sampai masa, dapat la jemputan.
What else can I say lah kan.

I must say it was quite a shocker to see Ijed way, wayyyy different. But alhamdulillah it was a good change.. Way to go Jed.

Enjoy the pictures (as always, click to view the larger versions)..

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Joy & me. Hehe.. our table is right in front of the performing err.. band. Sib baik la suara boleh tahan. Hehe..


Ta with Oyen's son, Zubir


Raja Sehari in pink


Bella yang makin besar makin lawa, with her Mom and Dad melayan her younger brother, Zubir


Anak Zana yang teramat comel. Gerammmm je tengok kulit putih gebu dia!

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Just a word of caution. Next post will be with photos too, of the recent flash floods in KL (Sunday 10th June 2007).

Bila agaknya nak put up that post..
Hmm..

Friday, 25 May 2007

Am feeling better :)

Heyya..

What to say eh? I have been absent for a while. Hehe..

Truth is, I was down with fever, I think the high temperature started last week on Wednesday. I was on MC Thursday, eventhough it was rushing time. I just couldn't muster the energy nor the effort to work, so I guess what else to do but go home and sleep, eh?

My temperature was 39.5 celcius on Thursday, and by Saturday I wasn't feeling any better - in fact it went up to 39.6 by Saturday night. So, Doc gave me a jab on my bum, and only then did I feel my fever coming down.

Alhamdulillah I'm feeling much better now, although I must say plain water still tastes bitter, yucks. How long does it take until this bitter taste escapes me? Boring lah. Lately I've resorted to taking sweet drinks, so I guess sugar level sure koyak ni. Hhehehe...

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Mel Ija gave birth to a baby boy yesterday morning, now her and Fique have a complete pair - the adorable Marsya and now the baby boy (I'm not sure if they have chosen a name for the baby.. I'll keep you posted :D )

Congratulations to Mel and Fique!

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Sheils, you still away?

Balik la cepat.
I'm missing you.

Sunday, 13 May 2007

Happy Mother's Day :)

To all the great moms reading this, and of course a special one for Mak..

"Happy Mother's Dayy!"


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I got this flower arrangement for Mak this year. Ordered it from Little Flower Pot & Gifts. Sweet je she made it a heart-shaped arrangement.. check it out.. (click on picture to view larger version)



Before you get any ideas, the red chair is NOT included :P

Thursday, 10 May 2007

"The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore"

I'm sooo involved with this song right now.



The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison

I've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall
You've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart

Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces dont fit here anymore

You pulled me under so I had to give in
Such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin
Well I'll hide all the bruises; I'll hide all the damage that's done
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

Hmmmm Well I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Oh just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

Well it's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore

Hmmmm, Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
But Still I don't know why
No I don't know why
I don't know why

Why I can't explain why it's not enough
Coz I gave it all to you
And if you leave me now
Just leave me now
It's the better thing to do

Well it's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore

The pieces dont fit here anymore...


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I was at Tower Records KLCC yesterday, with full intention to buy James Morrison's CD.
Apparently he's sold out..!

With a voice like that, I'm not surprised..
:))

Tuesday, 8 May 2007

Tag: Addicted To Movies

Was tagged by dear Ms. Anna on movies. Hehehe.. I should share this tag with my cousin Lene, as she has been my partner in most of my recent cinema outings.

1. Name a movie that you have seen more than 10 times
Hmm.. Some P.Ramlee's movies (Tiga Abdul, Ibu Mertuaku, Pendekar Bujang Lapuk, Nujum Pak Belalang..), The Sound Of Music, The Parent Trap, Finding Nemo. Khabi Kushi Khabi Gham. 10 Things I Hate About You, Notting Hill. Mummy Returns. Aiseh, how can you ask me to name only ONE.

2. Name a movie that you've seen multiple times in the theatre
I consider 2 times to qualify as multiple times hehe.. Mr & Mrs Smith. The Matrix.

3. Name an actor / actress that would make you more inclined to see a movie
Hmm.. Sandra Bullock. Keanu Reeves (yums). Angelina Jolie. George Clooney (yummy also). Tom Hanks.

4. Name an actor / actress that would make you less likely to see a movie
Jack Black. I hated him in Shallow Hal, and after that King Kong. Menyesal giler tengok movie King Kong. And Jennifer Aniston. Kahkahkahh..

5. Name a movie that you can and do quote from
The Matrix "Neo, this is loco", although I haven't quoted that in a long, long time.

6. Name a movie musical that you know all of the lyrics to all of the song
The Sound Of Music. Hmm.. P.Ramlee's movies kira musical tak? LOLs..

7. Name a movie that you have been known to sing along with
The Sound Of Music. Kehkehkeh..

8. Name a movie that you would recommend everyone to see
Finding Nemo.

9. Name a movie that you own
Err.. I don't think so.

10. Name an actor / actress that launched his / her entertainment career in another medium but who has surprised you with his / her acting chops.
Hmm.. Honestly I cannot think of anyone..

11. Have you ever seen a movie in a drive-in? If so, what?
Err... Kat Malaysia ada drive-in movie ke? Ok.. the closest I can think of is when I went to Starlight Cinema kat Kiara Golf Club (or somewhere there..). Watched The Matrix, for the 2nd time hehe..

12. Ever made out in a movie?
Muahahhaa.. Mr Nun has clearly explained what this means to me.. :P And my answer is: Nope. Unless you consider holding hands as making out. :P Yeah, I didn't think so either. Hehe..

13. Name a movie that you keep meaning to see but just haven't yet gotten around to it
Alahai. Macam banyak je.

14. Ever walked out of a movie?
No. Although I should've walked out from Bewitched (bad, bad movie choice Ms Kidman!), King Kong, and Derailed. BIG mistake, Lene. Jen Aniston telah merosakkan movie ini kakakakaka. Apasal lah aku agree nak tengok cerita ni? Oh yes. Because of Clive Owen. Hehehehhe.. yums.

15. Name a movie that made you cry in the theatre
Oh.. Banyak je rasanya. Muahahhaha.. Titanic. Message In A Bottle. Finding Nemo. Cinta the Movie.

16. What's the last movie you saw in the theatre?
Apa ek? Lene? Any idea? Ohhh. Now I vaguely recall. Either it was Ghost Rider, or Music & Lyrics.

17. What's the first movie you remember seeing in the theatre?
Err.. ntah. Some malay movie. For the life of me, I can't recall anything, except that Mak wanted to buy tickets for Pinochio, but we begged her to watch this malay movie instead. Hahaha...

18. What movie do you wish you had never seen?
At the cinema? Derailed. Bewitched. King Kong kehkehkeh. Giler punya monyet besar, boleh syok pulak dgn pompuan tu. On tv? Must've been a few, but I don't remember them.

19. Which is the weirdest movie you enjoyed?
Hmm.. Sliding Doors. I think it's because of the 2 concurrent storylines, with 2 endings.. well sort of. But I like the movie, cause it's something different.

20. What is the scariest movie you've seen?
I don't watch horror / scary movie at the cinema, tak berani. Only catch them on TV, itupun barely. Kat rumah boleh tutup mata dengan bantal, or run away from the TV. LOLs.. I guess scary / horror movies are just not for me.

21. What's the funniest movie you've seen?
Hehh.. ada ke yg truly funny? Aside from P.Ramlee's comedies, nothing worth mentioning. My fave scene is from Nujum Pak Belalang, the part where the 2 penyamun tried to divide the gold coins between themselves inside the cave, lawak!

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(Added on Wednesday 9th May)
Hehehe, apparently I forgot to tag other people! Silly me..

So the honour goes to..
1. Ija (coz you and Rafiki loves movies)
2. Sheils (coz you were my movie partner back in Newcastle..)
3. Mr Nun (pls reply thru email, and I'm particularly interested in Q.12. Muahahahah!)
4. Teekle (becoz she's a movie buff also. plus she's puan-Brad Pitt. kihkihkih)
5. Nour (you.. you love movie-outing also kan?)

And of course other readers who are willing enough to do it. Hehe..

Thursday, 3 May 2007

KL. Macau. Hong Kong. Zhuhai.

I know, I know. This post is wayyyyyy too late. Hehe.. Enjoy reading, and enjoy the photos (banyak lagi, tapi takkan la upload semua, ye dak?). As usual, click on photos to view the larger versions.

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Day 1. Friday 20 April 2007
Arrived Macau around 8pm. After settled with check-ins and breakfast vouchers, my roommate (K.Laila) and I decided to follow some colleagues and pergi jalan-jalan around Macau Island.


Grandview Hotel, Taipa Island, Macau.

We took the shuttle bus from the Hotel to Macau Island. Macau is made up of 2 main islands, namely Macau Island and Taipa Island, and some other smaller ones. The airport, and our hotel, is in Taipa Island. Macau Island is where the ferry terminal is, plus a whole lot of casino buildings. And hence the very colourful atmosphere. Hehe..


Grand Lisboa Hotel, Macau.

The lights and animation display really caught my eyes. Not to mention the unique hotel designs.

Met up with Kak G, Kak FM and some other colleagues. Decided to join them pulak, in search for something to fill our tummies.


When I saw this design on the pavement, I just had to snap this photo.

Oh did I mention we were lost? The above picture was taken while we were trying to locate the halal restaurant, but we ended up having McDonald's Filet-O-Fish instead. Hehe..

Went jalan-jalan around town, and of course everyone who brought their camera was busy snapping away at the colourful scenes.


One of the four bridges (or is it three? ish.. baru seminggu dah lupa!) which connects Macau Island and Taipa Island. Hmm.. and we've only got ONE Penang Bridge..

We left Macau Island around 12.30midnight. We were quite sure that the cab driver would impose that 50% surchage on fares shown on the meter, mati lah nak bayar tambang teksi!

Erm, apparently that wasn't the case. Does it mean that the 50% surcharge is only practised in Malaysia?

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Day 2. Saturday 21 April 2007

Today, Hong Kong time!

Kak G, Kak Laila & me initially signed up for a half-day tour in Hong Kong, but the plan went awry. During breakfast, we discovered that Abg Nan and Abg Mat were both going to Hong Kong, so we asked them if we could tag along. Hehehe.. Sib baik both sporting, so there were 5 of us.
Then Lin asked if she could join us during the ferry ride, and upon reaching HK she would go her own way - to Disneyland. So we decided to "send" her to Disneyland's entrance, afterwhich we would go our way, jalan-jalan around HK.

Ferry ride from Macau to HK took around 50mins, and in HK we decided to purchase the 1-day MTR travel pass.


Salah seorang dari kanak-kanak riang yang excited dapat sampai ke Disneyland Hong Kong..


...although due to time and financial constraints, we only went as far as the main entrance. Hehe.. Itupun dah seronok yang amat :P

We made our way on MTR to Lantau Island. Had lunch there, AGAIN it was McD's Filet-O-Fish. OMG dah jelakkkkk makan burger ikan nih! Knowing we had dinner plans with Sharon, terpaksa lah telan. Need food for energy. Need energy to jalan-jalan!

Somehow or other, the 5 of us queued up to purchase tickets for the cablecar.. (LOLs, don't ask me how we came to that decision! It's all a blur!)


One of the breathtaking views available from our cablecar ride, in Lantau Island, Hong Kong.

Hehe.. Tak kusangka-sangka, dua abang-abang tu ada sikiiiiiit gayat. Tapi masing-masing tetap maintain macho.

By the time we came down from the hills & cablecar ride, it was past 3pm. So we decided to take the MTR back to HK Central and make our way to the HK Convention Centre. At that point, my kaki dah start lenguh. Jalan pun slowwwww je, asyik kena tinggal dgn A.Nan, K.G & K.Laila. Nampak gaya A.Mat pun dah start pancit hehehe... so we both jalan together la, ketinggalan kat belakang.


A view of Hong Kong from the Convention Centre.


OMG.. We travelled on foot a lot. And I mean A LOTTTT..!! Sampai sakit-sakit kaki lah dibuatnya.. But it also meant seeing a lot of sights of Hong Kong. We actually have just walked by a dog park. Hehe.. kalut lah jugak sikit sebanyak.. Mana nak mengelak the dogs themselves, mana nak mengelak their poos. LOLs..


Somewhere near Causeway Bay. We actually walked (yes, we bloody WALKED!!) all the way from Convention Centre to Causeway Bay. It was madness! Giler jauh!


Times Square building / shopping centre, near Causeway Bay. Our meeting point with Sharon. Abg Nan & Abg Mat left us ladies here - they both did not want to join the dinner with Sharon.

We also met up with 4 male colleagues here, and all 8 of us went to a Paki restaurant for some heavy dinner. Since the guys had a late lunch, us 4 girls attacked the food with much gusto. LOLs. Maklumlah, dah 2 hari makan burger, mana cukup. Masing-masing terkam nasi & lauk macam lah dah seminggu tak makan! Kelakar giler. Time tuh dah tak pedulik dengan those 4 guys - you can think whatever you want, I'm hungry!!

I managed to do some shopping in Hong Kong, although honestly, it's seriously was NOT enough! LOLs.. In the space of 90 minutes, I managed to buy 8 t-shirts, 2 baby-tees, 1 denim jacket. I know I should've bought more. Sheesh.

Apart from a bit of stupid, stupid incident involving one of the 4 male colleagues (I refuse to let him spoil my day in HK!), I had FUNNNN!
Penat memang tak terkata lah. Rasa nak tercabut tapak kaki.
But surprisingly, when I did my 90-minute shopping, I completely forgot about my aching feet. Hihihihiihhhh!!

K.G and me agreed that A.Nan & A.Mat were the better travel companions. Hehe.. So we decided that for Zhuhai, we wanted to tag along with A.Nan & A.Mat, and not with any of the 4 male colleagues. Hehhehe..

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Day 3. Sunday 22 April 2007

Check-out day, and flight back to KL later in the evening. Which meant we roughly have until 2pm for some shopping in Zhuhai. No time whatsoever for sightseeing. LOLs..

Left the hotel after 8.30am - we thought we were early but apparently not. The queue at both Macau and Zhuhai immigrations were unbelieveably longggg. There must've been a few thousand people there.
By the time we managed to clear Zhuhai's immigration, it was already almost 11am. Almost two bloody hours at immigrations!

However, right after Zhuhai's immigration, there were stairs going down to basement. The first shopping complex we see - and it's underground! All 2 storeys of them! Hehe..


Right after immigration, it's the beginning of shoppers' paradise...

I did some shopping. And again I must stress to you that.. TAK CUKUP MASAAA! *sigh* I managed to buy a pair of sandals (I HAD to get out of the sports shoes, my feet were killing me..), a couple of watches, some ladies' purse, some cosmetic pouch, and a thumbdrive (which turned out to be useless. burn je duit hehehe.. and apparently I wasn't the only one! LOLs..). Mana tak nya.. manjang barang-barang tiruan kat situ eheks..

Left Zhuhai around 2pm, we cleared Macau's immigration at around 3.15pm.


At Macau's border gate.

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It was definitely a hectic 3D 2N trip, but I came back to KL with a lot of good times, and good buys! What with the next day Monday being a working day, all we could do was compare notes and re-live our weekend of experiences!
Hehe.. so much for Monday being a WORK day :P

Monday, 16 April 2007

Go on, take a break!

Read this!

Kelakar hehe..

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I received an invitation to a Secretaries' Week luncheon at Legend Hotel tomorrow. Thanks so much darling Mel for remembering me! *muahh!*

Unfortunately I had to decline as tomorrow is the day of the monthly meeting. :((

Mel, between enjoying lunch while being entertained by Adibah Nor, vs. stuck inside the meeting room... "lunch with Adibah" wins hands down. *sighh*

Jangan lupa aku if there's a next time ya.. Enjoy yourself tomorrow dearie.. :)

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Am SOOOO looking forward for the weekend. A 3-day 2-night trip to Macau / Zhuhai / Hong Kong sounds exhausting, even more with the thought of MESTI kerja on Monday.

But a free trip is a free trip.
"One must enjoy lemonade when it's served free of charge." True eh..
LOLs..

Alamak! Haven't finalised my list of what to bring.
Also, must 'kira' budget. Rasanya macam ada saja benda nak beli nanti. Hikhiks..

Monday, 9 April 2007

"The married men wanted me as their second wife.

The single one came looking for me only when his first choice was no longer within his reach.


Am I always going to be second choice?"

Thursday, 29 March 2007

This photo was taken using my mobile, I think about 2 weeks back..



Of course.. I've cropped the image a bit. Saja mengada. LOLs..

Hmm.. I look a bit different from usual.
Wonder how I wore the make-up that day. Hmm...

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I'm on leave today. And tomorrow too. So it's going to be a loooooooonnngggg weekend for me.
Today.. went to Ibu Tini's shop and bought myself a few tudungs hehe.. 1 very nice (read: mahal), and 3 others so-so. Boleh lah buat pakai gi kerja. Hehehehe!

Am planning to go to Shah Alam.. Wisma PKNS to be exact. Maybe this Saturday morning, dengan Mak. Have been wanting to buy a pair (or two) of nice telekung. I mean, really nice ones.

Rasanya Mak Ton pun nak pergi Shah Alam jugak. I'll give her a ring once the plan is confirmed.

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I can hear someone bertanya dalam hati..

And my response?
No... The telekung tu bukan nak buat hantaran.

Tapi kalau buat hantaran pun, apa salahnya.
Kan...?

Sunday, 25 March 2007

Someone invited me to accompany him to the Konsert Bahtera Merdeka at Istana Budaya tonight.

If I'm not mistaken, it's a rather formal event, so have to dress accordingly.
Alamak, apa aku nak pakai ni?

Baju kurung? Kebaya?

He said: "Hmm, baju kurung lah apa lagi. Unless.. Yam ada evening dress? Boleh la pakai evening dress."

Cheh. Sarcastic eh?
:P

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OK. Off to check out my very limited wardrobe.
*sigh*

Hmm, rasanya Mak ada nice selendang tak..?

Wednesday, 21 March 2007

Morning pep talk

I just got brainwashed by Cik P this morning over breakfast.
Banyak gak la dia basuh. Hmmm..

It seems that I have intimacy issues.
Which probably explains why I'm still unattached.

*sigh*
I guess I still have a lot of learning to do.

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On a more cheerful note, to Ijun who had his birthday yesterday..
HAVE a great year ahead! :))

Ijun, I'm gonna tuntut janji when you come back to Malaysia. Err, btw, when EXACTLY are you coming back to Malaysia? Eh, ni balik for a visit? Or for good?

Tuesday, 20 March 2007

I'm still in shock after reading Sheils' writing about her experience yesterday.

Sheils, I can't even begin to imagine how you were feeling.
My du'a for Sophie, and for you and Ayin and the whole family.

Take care hunny.
I'm a phonecall away if you want to share.. (((hugs)))

Friday, 16 March 2007

Have a good weekend!

Can't believe it's already Friday. And 16th March to boot! Cepat betul dah halfway through March.. *sigh*

My health is still not a perfect 10, but at least it's better than last week. Apart from the occassional coughing fits which made me welcome death (hahaha! This is Yam being over-dramatic!), alhamdulillah there's no more major headaches and uncomfortable stomachs.

This weekend is going to be kinda hectic, but most definitely welcomed.

On Saturday (that's tomorrow!) I've got a gathering with The Girls at Ija's place. What's extra special about this time around is that Lia & her family (that's her hubby and 2 kids) are coming down to KL, all the way from up north. Yeayy! The last time I met Lia was like ages ago hehe.. and at that time Sheils was still renting at the old place in Cyberjaya. Imagine that.. how time flies..
Eventhough Murn & family won't be able to join us, I know she's going to be in our hearts. So tu kira she's present also lah. Hehhe..

I foresee plenty of good food, lots of good talks, and tonnes of laughter and good times.

However, I won't be spending the night there as on Sunday, MakTon & family will be coming over to err.. sort of celebrate my birthday. Hehehe, belated ke tidak, tak kisah lah! Mak mentioned something about nasi kambing (ok, for the life of me I have no idea what is it actually called kekeke..), a rice dish - with lamb of course - cooked Middle-East-style. Actually this won't be the first time eating this as I've had it before. Sedapppp sangat! Hmm, let's see if I can snap some pictures from both days to share eh? :D

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All in all, have a wonderful weekend everyone. Stay safe in whatever you do.

Hugs!

Thursday, 15 March 2007

Tagged for weirdness?

LOLs..
Am I weird? Highly possible.. Kkekekeke!

Nour tagged me with this..

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Rules: People who are tagged should write a blog post of 6 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'you are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

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Weird things about me..

1) When I was a toddler, masa minum susu botol, to fall asleep I would play with my ear. As in one hand holding the baby bottle, the other hand's fingers would continuously touch my earlobe until I drift to sleep. LOLs..

2) I cannot drink plain water from a container which has traces / smell of coloured or flavoured drinks. For example I used a mug to drink coffee, once the coffee is finished and I want to drink plain water, I have to get another mug / glass / cup. Or I must wash the coffee mug thoroughly. My plain water should be plain, with no foreign tastes or colour whatsoever hehehehe...

3) I don't quite know how to eat (as in makan sampai licin) a drumstick. Drumstick as in chicken drumstick. Hahaha I'm serious! You would see bits and pieces of chicken meat still stuck kat drumstick tuh. I'm still learning, and I AM getting better at this. LOLs..!

4) I'm normally a messy person, which should reflect an easygoing, not-much-care-for-the-world attitude. But I'm also capable of being extremely fastidious and painstakingly fussy about how / where things should be. Ini rare occassions je. Only when the mood strikes, which is not THAT often.

5) I'm mostly reserved and don't talk much in person. But I'm very "noisy" online (emails, YM, MSN, chats). Hhahaha.. (hmm.. or maybe that's not so weird eh?)

6) I still believe "my one" is out there somewhere.. I somehow believe this saying is true: "There's someone out there who loves you more than you know, and would willingly die for you." .. Eh don't roll your eyes. In this highly cynical world of ours, this is weird, ok.
Hhahhaha!

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*phewwwwwww*
Susah jugak nak list down these weird things..

Who do I want to tag? Hmm..
1) Cousin Lene (Babes, buat kat Friendster pun alright. Then you post as bulletin. LOLs)
2) Mr Nun (Who doesn't have a blog but must to write me an email hehe)
3) Hansac
4) Sheils
5) Ija
6) Murn

OK.. If you don't get a comment from me saying you're tagged (either becoz you have no blogs for me to leave comment, or becoz you're hiding it. LOLs..), I'll be sending you an email with a link to this post. Hehehe..

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I chatted with Nour about this 'Weird' entry..
Told her that it's a bit difficult to put up this post as I couldn't think about my weird traits.
She said then it must be 'cause I'm not weird.

Nour, either that, or I'm in denial.

Hhahahaha!!

Tuesday, 13 March 2007

The birthday came and went. *swoosh!*

Macam, takde lah trauma pun.
Wonder why people (read: women) dread sesangat nak lalui own birthday, especially once they're past 25 years old..
(LOLs.. imagine me grinning like an idiot here. Yours truly here pun was once like that too.. ;D )

Yes, I turned 31 yesterday. Thanks for the lovely wishes and prayers which were sent my way (I'm still receiving those wishes today.. hehe TQ!). This year's celebration (if it can even be called that..) is somewhat subtle. I remember last year I spent the birthday eve and the wee hours of the morning on a sort-of date.

This year, nothing of that sort.

Perhaps it's contributed to the fact that I've been feeling unwell for the whole of last week. (Erm, actually, am still not feeling well.. still coughing, plus the occassional headaches.. cepat lah baik.. napa sakit-sakit nih...?)

Or maybe it's due to the fact that, this year there's no 'someone' to whisk me away.. lols..

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No, I didn't get everything on my wishlist. But it's OK.. you don't always get all that you ask for, right..

Besides, I also love presents during non-birthday days.
Hehe..

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Lately I've been feeling like I need to get away from KL. I've just been cooped up for too long, I've had it up to here (imagine my hand at my neck hehe..)
Which is why I almost, almost planned a UK-getaway. I've even worked out the budget for it. Surveyed flights and train schedules and fares.

I said 'almost' kan..?
*sigh*

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On a brighter note, I'm off to a free-and-easy trip to Macau - flight and hotel all paid for. Pergi je lah. What I'm going to be doing there, is still in planning stage, coz I've got about a month before the actual flying off day.
Some suggestions still under consideration:
(1) Apply for visa to enter China. Go to Shenzhen (or something that sounds like it, nak kena check it out first). Go shopping. Hehehehe
(2) Take a hoverboat to Hong Kong. Day trip. If really tak tau nak gi mana, just hop on MRT (or is it called MTR? confused) and check out the sights at the stations (well, maybe not ALL the stations.. hmm...)

As I said, semua still under planning stage.

Any suggestions what to do / where to go / etc?

I'm at a total loss sebab serious takde idea hehe..

Monday, 5 March 2007

Can't force that feeling..

Just wanna share some thoughts..

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Someone's actions and words recently reinforced my belief that feelings cannot be forced. It comes naturally, and given with free-will.

And, no matter how much person X likes person Y, if Y doesn't feel it then she doesn't. Even if X thinks he's one of God's gifts to women (*me rolling my eyes* hehe..).

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Erm, I found this clip at YouTube, sedih la pulak tengok., it's about the long-standing issue in Smallville where 'Chloe loves Clark but he loves someone else' hehehehe... (No no, I don't follow Smallville coz I hate Lana Lang - that biatch muahahhaha... Eh although, Lex Luthor is so yummy. Hehehe).

Not entirely unrelated to this post though, so I thought I'll share it with you readers.




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Have a good week ahead :)


(p/s: Nour, will try to list my weirdness. Although I doubt I have to crack my head to do that. LOLs..!)

Friday, 16 February 2007

On a break.
Indefinitely.

Monday, 12 February 2007

Right now, it's really easy to hate you.

Monday, 5 February 2007

Interesting quote

"Perhaps we all give the best of our hearts uncritically -- to those who hardly think about us in return."
- T.H. White, from 'The Queen of Air and Darkness', originally titled 'The Witch in the Wood' (1939) (I found the quote here)


Interesting eh?
Somehow, the above quote seems rather relavant to what's been going on in my life lately...

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And, I've GOT to remember to buy the book "The Once and Future King" by this author. Ish, dah berapa lama tangguh ni Mariam??

Monday, 29 January 2007

"Save the cheerleader, save the world"


Pic taken from www.nbc.com/Heroes


If there's one TV show you cannot miss, it would be THIS show.

Simply titled "Heroes", it's a must-see, right from the beginning. Enough said, I was hooked from Episode 1. I simply cannot stop watching the show, and I cannot tahan waiting for Episode 2, and 3 and 4 and so on... Lambat nyaaaaaaa

My fave character? Hehehe.. I've got a few. But I like Claire :D
"Save the cheerleader, save the world"

It opens on Malaysian TV (ehem.. satellite TV, that is) this week, on Wednesday 31st January, 9pm on AXN (Astro channel 17). Don't miss it..

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OK.. When I first heard about this series, I honestly thought it was about erm.. firemen or rescuers.

But when I happened to catch a teaser about a painter who can paint the future, I was gripped. So I was exclaiming to Kai about "OMG! How cool is THAT?!" when he immediately said: I know! Memang best!

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Erm, I've been kacau-ing Mr. Nun a lot lately. To errr.. 'discuss' Heroes with him hehe..

He must have heard like a dozen "OMG OMG OMG!" from me (well, technically, he read it coz we were on YM).. sure boring tu asyik kena kacau hehe...
Sorry Mr. Nun. Tak tahan nak discuss cerita tu dengan someone. You lah jadi mangsa. LOLs..

It's really THE show and it's something you cannot miss. I strongly suggest wrestling the remote from your dad/mom/husband/wife/housemates hehehehe... I think I'll be doing that with Abah or Mak. LOLs..

Tuesday, 23 January 2007

My left eye (eyelid?) has been twitching since last evening.

Wonder why..

Sunday, 14 January 2007

"What Hurts The Most"

This song is just killing me.

Sad as the words may seem, I still love the song. The violin somewhat makes the song haunting.

I'm listening to it over and over and over.. Let's hope tak rosak mp3 nih. LOLs..

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What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

Chorus:
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken


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I was earlier looking for the video clip at YouTube's website, but I'm not sure why they wouldn't load completely (would appreciate if anyone could tell me what I'm doing wrong..)

Go listen to the song. Beautiful, I tell you.
Dah lah I'm listening to this song on a rainy night. I guess I'm feeling the blues a little. *sigh*

OK people, signing off now. And I'm gonna listen to the song summore before calling it a day.
Nak layan emosi kejap. Hihihih...

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Have a lovely week ahead everyone. May we all be in Allah's Blessings.

Tuesday, 9 January 2007

New Year, new stuff..

Sheils gave me a New Year present hehe
Check it out..



That's both of us wearing our graduation robes, on our convocation day at Newcastle. OMG, I can still remember we took A LOT of photos that day! Penat lah gak posing..

I love this picture (and am still wondering.. how come I don't have a copy?)

Sheils, thanks for the present. Love you :)

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And on top of that, I got myself a new wristwatch. I love it hehe..



(I took the top pic. This one of the wristwatch, Abah yg ambik gambar. See the difference? LOLs..! We both are SO not in the same league :P)

I know, I know.. I put it up in my wishlist for my birthday. But, this purchase, I just have to make.

The last time I included a wristwatch in my daily accessories must have been about 9 months ago, at which point my wristwatch failed on me (well, actually it belonged to Mak, but she gave it for me to use).. Even after 2 times sending to a shop for repair + "overhaul" (eceh, macam kereta lah kau ni jam....!), still tak boleh jalan. So I've given up on that watch. Sayang tau, coz I think that Carven watch is really beautiful.

Erm.. those yang dah ada intention nak belikan jam tangan for my birthday present tu, it's ok darling. There IS something called 'alternating between the two' you know...

Hihihiihi..!

Monday, 8 January 2007

Flying low, soaring high

I would be lying if I tell you I'm completely out of my 'down' phase.

Sheils made an assumption of what's causing this 'near depression'. And, come to think of it, she might be right about the cause. Well, part of the cause, that is. A major part kot.. (LOLs..!).

I don't have the motivation to pull myself out of this slump. Wonder why.
Now that I've brought that up, I actually have no excuse pun being in this state for a prolonged period. Then why am I stuck here?

Probably I'm a masochist la, without even realising it. Maybe unconsciously, I enjoy being emotionally tortured and hurt. Eh, I enjoy crying myself to sleep almost every night??

OMG, that is just SO wrong. :P

OK, I exagerrate. It's not THAT often la. Although the thought of crying oneself to sleep, no matter how frequent or seldom, well.. that's not very healthy, right...

I must get back on my two feet. And pronto!
Maybe I need some distraction lah.. Any ideas?

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Now.. we've just moved into the second week of 2007. I don't really give a flying f... errr ... flying fish about new year's resolutions. Probably because I've never been so diligently trying to fulfill most of them anyway, hehe..

All that being said, I do have to get my lovely behind to Cameron Highlands before end of March this year - this one due to a promise I made to a friend, who actually shrieked in disbelief upon hearing I've never been to Cameron before. "How come you've never been to Cameron? You ni Malaysian ke tak?!"

Chaits...

My excuse? Err.. Nobody seemed interested to accompany me there. Plus, someone told me there's nothing much to do over there anyway. Although, roses are cheap, eh?

I think I'll pujuk Leen to come with me, and drag the two boys along. Hehe..

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A little birdie told me that we might be going to Bali this year, after the Jakarta plans went down the drains. As excited as I am when I heard it, I'm trying to refrain myself from daydreaming too much about this Bali trip hehe..

Nanti frust lagi macam the tak-jadi-pergi-Jakarta episode hahahaha!

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Hmm... I guess I do have some things to look forward to in 2007. Some wonderful trips to see new places, with opportunities to meet new people eh?

When my flight takes place, I'm looking forward to soaring high, after being so low..

Thursday, 4 January 2007

You have about 2 months...

...to get me these for my birthday.

Hahhahaha!!

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1) Wristwatch
2) Bracelet
3) Shopping vouchers - Metrojaya, Jusco, Ikea, Parkson, Isetan - take your pick hehhehehe..
(well, some may say they're not personal enough, but hey, I'll value them like nobody's business, trust me! :D)
4) Lunch / dinner treats (and not limited to my special day only ya.. hehe)
5) Holiday trips / vacations
6) Full body massage / spa
7) Books and more books - I'm into romance (of course!), a bit of mystery, not so much thriller/horror, and of course, who can say no to comedy, eh...
All that being said, one of my fave is "Tuesdays with Morrie" which I don't think fit any of the above genres. LOLs...


Well, please don't limit yourselves to only the above, of course. Any kind of wishes / presents are of course treasured, worry not my dears.
:D

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Hehe..
In case you've forgotten, it's on 12th March.


I'm waiting...
;))