hola !

Hi it's me again.
I have a huge announcement to make.

I AM NO LONGER GOING BACK TO BIRMINGHAM!


this should come as no surprise to the people who knows me very well. This could be one of the biggest decision I have made so far in my 20 years as an earthling.

so what am I gonna do ? I will be setting up a real estate investment firm . By this time next month I should have already close the deal on my first property.

so far I do not plan to continue studying yet, maybe after everything has settled down who knows ? I might be back at Taylors University ! (they just got the title of University today)

and here's a little update from my romance side of things.

as most of you may have already know, that is my girlfriend Diane =)

my dream garage

Aston Martin One 77

Bentley Continental Supersports

Bugatti Galibier 16C

                                                                    Ferrari 458 Italia

                                                                    Jaguar XJ Portfolio

                                                                   Koenigsegg Agera

                                                            Lamborghini LP 560-4 spyder

                                                            Rolls Royce Ghost

                                                               Spyker Aileron C8

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i'm on the verge of going crazy... the people here are just so fucked up

I am Me yet I'm Not Me

I hate that nothing goes according to plan...
I hate that sometimes there is a need to pick a side...
I hate that I can't always believe in somethings even thou knowing it that it is not true...
I hate that nothing in life is justice nor fair...
I hate that sacrifices are always been made in my decisions...
I hate that no matter how hard i tried, its still not enough...
I hate that I have to ask somebody for help...
I hate that I can't always do everything myself...
I hate that I understand too much...
I hate that I question too much...
I hate that even knowing i'm drowning, i would not give up...
I hate that I can't even do anything, even knowing that it will happen like this...
I hate that I'm a very closed book person...
I hate that I'm not a good friend...
I hate that I never achieve anything in my life that will make them proud...
I hate that I observed too much...
I hate that I think too much...
I hate that my identity is messed up...
I hate that I have no talent in achieving what i want...
I hate that I caused nothing more than the suffering for others...
I hate that I can't make the ones I love or cherish to be happy...
I hate that I'm so forgetful always...
I hate that I'm so clumsy...
I hate that I caused others unnecessary worries...
I hate that I can't even express how i feel...
I hate that I can't be what they expected me to be...

Does ' killing yourself ' ever came across your mind?
For me, is a everyday thought... Yet I'm been hold back with my own believes, trying to make everything better... I just want the hope and the reason to live...

There is always a hope i found... however This hope is nothing more than just words, words that always bring me down whenever everything i tried to think for the better...

This list here is one of the things i hate... which here I have taken my first for most very step for a long time in stepping up and overcoming myself.

As always, i'm just expressing myself... I expected nothing more than just knowing me and understanding me more... yet there still a never be chance that will happen, as i believe I'm guarded by another me for a reason that i yet to be understand  or found... and What really am I? I never knew that question's answer even knowing I am Me yet I'm Not Me...

by
Andrew Zero

: )

sometimes.. thinking back, you can never predict the future. u really can't.

i will be moving out this saturday. leaving behind the student hall.

hope chelsea lifts the fa cup.

hope no one visits this blog

CHAMPIONS !!!!!

ONE THE BEST DAYS AS A CHELSEA FAN. I WOULD LIKE TO DEDICATE THIS POST TO THE PLAYERS OF CHELSEA FOOTBALL CLUB.

LE BLEU !!!!!

: )

hello everyone ...  
i miss u guys...
i will be back on the 11th of june 
see u guys soon !!!

GoW3

Hello everyone, I'm pleased to announce that I have completed God of War 3 : )

I am the King of Clubs

dead N gone

I doubt anyone follows this blog.if u do, shame on you!
anyway.. back to talking about life...
life ~~~ is full of surprises ... full of bullcrap ... full of excitement ...
I'm doing pretty well over here. just back from manchester n london.
sem2 is starting next week and I'm so nt prepared for it.




and hey HAPPY CNY my buddies !!!


ciao ; )