Judge Me?

I am about to rant, so this is your warning!!!!!!!!
I know I don't get on here much but Facebook is so much easier with my phone. I will try to do better.
The other day a conversation was had when the question was asked if we are having more kids and when. Now you must know that I live my boys with all my heart I fought for 6 years to get them here. The reply was NO! The individual looked shocked and disturbed that the answer would be no. Do my husband and I not get to make this BIG decision. Last I heard it was up to us and the Lord.
When someone has to fight as we did to have children in the first place you become happy with what you have and what you are given. Many times I wonder if we really are done. Most days I know we are. There are a few days that I think another one might be there for us.
I think being a mother is such a blessing. I feel so loved by these boys. I couldn't imagine my life without them. Brian and I love our family.
When I was 16 I wrote a letter to my 18 year old self. Man was I stupid. I told myself I wanted to be getting ready to get married. I wanted five children. I was to be done having children when I was 30. Oh if I could have a little chat with my 16 year old self. She would be given some reality checks.
My boys came into my life after my 30th birthday. I was not married until 24. And I feel my little family with two kids is perfect!
Just because you feel two is not enough does not mean that is the case for me. I think big families are wonderful. I love that others have them. As for me and my house I know that two is enough for us at this point.
What great boys I have. They are loved beyond measure by us and as far as I am concerned that is perfect!
Don't judge me because I ONLY have two children (who happen to be the same age, I might add). I wouldn't judge you for having five kids. I wouldn't judge you for having no kids or ten kids. It is up to you just like it is up to us! If you had any clue what we have been through (and most of you do) then you of all people should not judge me!
Ok I'm done!

The Boys R 2!!!

The boys turned two last week. Brian and I took the day off to play with them. We had a wonderful day. We went up to Sandy and took a look at the aquarium there. The boys loved every minute of it.
I can't believe how big they are getting. Time really does fly.

Are you still there?

We are... I think. We have been busy with work and family. We have neglected all of you. Sorry. This is my attempt at getting back into this. We will see how long it lasts.

Until I get some more photos up, here is one of the family in June while my mom was here to visit.

Loves!

A couple videos...

The boys got these cards for Easter.

This is why our house never loks the same. The couches have now been moved...again.

Update 2 of 2

Our second nanny decided that it was better for her to go to China with her husband than stay here and take care of us. We miss her!

Goodbye Cassi! Zachary, Cassi and Hayden

Drew take care of our Cassi! We love you two!Come back soon and safely.

Skyping with Grandma and Grandpa Klingler. They loved it! Zachary and Hayden

First time meeting Great Grandpa Romney. We love him! Zachary, Great Grandpa Romney and Hayden

Zachary - What?

Hayden loves eating!

Zachary loves eating also!

Bowling with our friends. Zachary, Hayden, and our friend Alan

Zachary and I

Brian and Hayden

Brian bowling with Hayden

Brian bowling with Zachary

We are headed out for more adventures today so we shall see if I can post another blog today. This could be a record!

Update 1 of 2

I can not believe that it has been so long. A Lot has gone on.Hope you enjoy all of the pictures!

Hayden and Zachary

Zachary pants head

Zachary

Hayden

Zachary sleeping in my arms

Zachary

Hayden

Zachary and Hayden

The best dinner ever with the best company ever! Brian bought me a surprise ticket to see one of my best friends in Spokane, Wa. Thank you for letting me come Roxanne and Mike!

The best company to have a dinner

Roxanne and her little man David

David and I
David smiling at me

Saying goodbye. We live too far away!

Zachary and Hayden - Why does Hayden have all of the toys?

One is not enough Hayden

Zachary sleeping in the car

Hayden sleeping in the car

One the way to church - Zachary and Hayden

Zachary

Hayden

I love me some Hayden butt! Zachary biting Hayden's butt.

Zachary and Hayden

Making music? Zachary

Making music! Hayden

Brian with Fiona, Maya and Aeryn - Join the train!

Zachary and Hayden
How can you have a bad life when you get to spend your days and nights with these bright faces?

Happy 4th of July

We had a wonderful 4th of July weekend. We relaxed and had a great time as a family. Brian and I started it off with a little date and it was lovely. We ended the holiday with another 5K.

Zachary after bath time
Hayden after bath time
Hayden
Zachary
Before the race
I got to run with my friend Kelli again (Thanks!)
Towards the start line before the race started
Behind us before the race started
The sky before the race
Almost done...
Zachary and Hayden 8 months old
Not sure why this won't load straight but too cute
Zachary
Hayden

We hope you had a wonderful holiday weekend also!