|
||||
| i NEED to stop talking to you. | ||||
|
|
|
|
LiveJournal for alka..
|
||||||||||||
| Sunday, August 13th, 2006 |
|
||||
| i NEED to stop talking to you. | ||||
|
|
| Wednesday, June 7th, 2006 |
|
||
|
I HAVE A DATE ON FRIDAY!!!!!!! hopefully...yeah, i'm a happy girl. EDIT: Ah, it's for sure now...i have a date. :) EDIT 2: Oh right, SCHOOL IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRR. i have like never been so happy in my life. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH |
||
|
|
| Monday, May 15th, 2006 |
|
||||||
| Okay, so this is sort of a random update but...i guess this is just something i've been thinking about recently. When i was little, meaning like middle school, i used to wonder how people could be claustrophobic. i loved the feeling of being close to someone, in every sense of the word. After some evolving, i've become a completely different person. Now when someone gives me a hug or constanly touches me in a needy way, i immediately want to get away from them. Just to be somewhere where the air is somehow cleaner. Of course i'm thinking about someone in particular when i say this and every time they come close to me or touch me and i know that all they want is to be close to me, i can't stand it and i just feel completely stifled. Even in a room with a lot of people, i automatically feel claustrophobic and like the walls are closing in on me and the sooner i can get out, the better. i don't know if this is an affliction that needs to be cured or if it's just an observation that requires nothing other than an acknowledgment of its existence but i thought it would make me feel better to "write" it down and to hear your thoughts, if you still exist. Good day. | ||||||
|
|
| Tuesday, May 9th, 2006 |
|
||||||
| i'm SO sick of losing people. | ||||||
|
|
| Friday, April 28th, 2006 |
|
||||||
|
This was the worst week of my life. The end.  That says it all folks. |
||||||
|
|
| Monday, February 6th, 2006 |
|
||||
|
I'm stupid and I hate physics and history. What do you expect from me. ___________________________________
my thoughts take me downtown |
||||
|
|
| Tuesday, January 24th, 2006 |
|
||
|
I saw something I was not supposed to see
|
||
|
|
| Wednesday, January 11th, 2006 |
|
||||||
|
Tell me how gorgeous my icon is. i wish i could have sex with it. |
||||||
|
|
| Sunday, January 8th, 2006 |
|
||||||
|
show me show me show me how you do that trick the one that makes me scream she said the one that makes me love she said and threw her arms around my neck show me how you do it and i promise you i promise that i'll run away with you i'll run away with you spinning on that dizzy edge i kissed her face and kissed her head and dreamed of all the different ways i had to make her glow why are you so far away? she said why won't you ever know that i'm in love with you that i'm in love with you you soft and only you lost and lonely you strange as angels dancing in the deepest oceans twisting in the water you're just like a dream just like a dream daylight licked me into shape i must have been asleep for days and moving lips to breathe her name i opened up my eyes and found myself alone alone alone above the raging sea that stole the only girl i loved and drowned her deep inside of me you soft and only you lost and lonely you just like heaven |
||||||
|
|
| Tuesday, December 20th, 2005 |
|
||||||
 ( Alyssa's 17!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Collapse ) |
||||||
|
|
| Friday, December 16th, 2005 |
|
||||||
|
Name 10 things that bring you JOY and tag 5 people to do the same. 1. Music. 2. Singing. 3. Cute boys (i love it when boys sing). 4. Not having school for 2 and a half weeks. 5. Feeling needed or wanted. 6. Kanye. 7. Being gorgeous. 8. Really pretty underwear or lingerie, Victoria's Secret. 9. Starbucks. 10. My amazing friends (and Dr. Fazio!). i tag: You. |
||||||
|
|
| Thursday, December 8th, 2005 |
|
||||||
| ( Stolen from MosumCollapse ) | ||||||
|
|
| Tuesday, November 29th, 2005 |
|
||||||
| ( And on her 16th birthday he found out...Collapse ) | ||||||
|
|
| Saturday, November 26th, 2005 |
| Thursday, November 24th, 2005 |
| Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005 |
|
||||||
|
Post an anonymous comment with 2 (or 3!) of the following: 1. A question you've always wanted to ask me. -- I'll probably answer. 2. Something you've always wanted to say to me (but would rather say anonymously). -- Please, nothing too harsh. ;) 3. Something clever, along these lines, that you've thought up on your own. |
||||||
|
|
| Monday, November 14th, 2005 |
|
||||
| It should be impossible for one person to make you feel this good. | ||||
|
|
| Sunday, November 6th, 2005 |
|
||||
|
Let's have a moment of silence for my lovely hair. Not having power for 6 hours might be the most annoying thing ever. Why everything that's supposed to be bad make me feel so good? Everything they told me not to is exactly what I would Man I tried to stop man, I tried the best I could but... What's your addiction? Is it money; is it girls; is it weed? I've been afflicted by not one, not two, but all three. |
||||
|
|
| Friday, November 4th, 2005 |
|
||||||
| If you guess correctly...you get an orgasm or something? | ||||||
|
|
| Saturday, October 15th, 2005 |
|
||||
|
We are young Heartache to heartache, we stand No promises, no demands Love is a battlefield. We are strong No one can tell us we're wrong Searching our hearts for so long Both of us knowing, Love is a battlefield. *********** This is kind of weird but i had a brilliant idea. i want everyone to give me a story, a quote, a lyric--anything pretty. i'll post all of them together and people can guess whose is whose! i'll do it too!! Uh yeah, comments are obviously screened. |
||||
|
|
|
|
LiveJournal for alka..
|
||||||||||||
crushed.
headache.
content.
annoyed.
flirty.