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I'm alive I'm alive! miss me?

wow how myspace takes over.

<3eLi C.

blup

Your soul is dead.
You've probably been through one too many rough
times in your life which has eaten you up from
the inside. Now there's nothing more to eat
from since you just don't care anymore. Life is
meaningless and you live it like a zombie. The
good thing though is that you cant be hurt,
since you are so distant from the emotional
world. Love is something you dont understand or
just dont remember. If it was up to you, your
life would already be over, but it doesn't make
you suicidal. You are probably alone most of
the time, looking at the world with a blank
stare. The yearning to feel alive and be happy
has simply gone away. What's left now is only
the shell of what used to be you.

Current Mood: sick

I THREW A PARTY AT MY BIG BRO MIKE MURPHY'S PAD... this are the results...
So the party was a hit... I bought two boxes of wine, put in for beer... (the wine was enough for me though). Needless to say I threw a party, and lots of people came... I was the one that probably got the MOST wasted and well if you've been drunk around me, you know how I get.... Mike, Joe, Nichole, Brenda, Melinda, Paul, Dave, the other guy, Dave's brother, Vein d3adlyniteshad3, vlady, adrian, rolly, and two of their friends showed up... I don't remember much of the night but pictures are a 1000 words...


( Eli shouldn't drink... things happen but the pictures are of fun things, and friends. LOTS OF PICTURES!!!Collapse )

Current Mood: stressed

Well I guess it's about time I should this...

Well let's see what has happened so far...

Montrose goth night was a hit for a while... It's weird how that worked out, we gave everyone exactly what they wanted and yet no one cared to make it out... oh well it goes to show who your friends are and how they really like things. They love to voice their complaints about clubs and etc and rather they keep going there than be appreciated else where... WE TRIED. It's cool though...

SO yeah, as some of you all know I got arrested with my bestfriend Marlee and close friend Brenda in Los Fresnos on our way to the beach for a montrose spring break party in May. I know spring break in May but it was something totally different, ya know just for us. Well bottom line we all got arrested with PI, well I got MIP. Thrown in a girl's cell and was fined 200.00 and alcohol awareness class. They took off 100.00 for my over night stay in jail...

Well... I haven't been clubbing as much... don't know... don't have the knack for it as much anymore. Rather I've been staying around drinking at friend's houses and hitting Metropolis every so often. I hit Alaskan last night... (sunday night). Had a BLAST. That aside, I miss dancing all the time and all night.

I've grown closer to Marlee and she is indeed my BEST friend, Gaston is right up there with her and they are the most important people in my life. Three other people that are just as important as they are, are Vein, Nichole and Joe. I've found comfort in their company and they have been the best to me <3. I love those three like a fat kid loves a piece of chocolate cake... er the whole thing <3333 Which is why they are the top 8 of my list.

Well... here are some updated pictures of me... just because.

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Current Mood: sleepy

YOU BETTER GO AND CELEBRATE WITH US JOE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY!!


Current Mood: anxious

lovely lovely night at montrose goth night thursdays


( A beautiful night at Montrose goth night.Collapse )

Current Mood: chipper

( another picture of mehCollapse )

Current Mood: amused

NEWAYS..ELI was there and so was RENE( i know eli very well but dont know marlee er rene too well)... and eli was pretty drunk by the time we got there and he gave rene his first lesson in mascara awwwww he looked so PRETTY :)....NEWAYS bak to the story eli jus kept on drinkin and gettin more drunk than b4....

--an excerpt from lozerwitnosoul's journal...

how fvcken gay AM I ** or what?

Current Mood: nostalgic

Took this from voodoobasstard
1. Copy and paste your friends list.
2. If you've friended multiple journals by the same person, delete all but the "main" one.
3. Bold the name of everyone you know or have met in "real life."
4. Italicize the name of everyone you've spoken to on the phone.
5. Underline the name of everyone you've chatted with online. (I'm NOT considering comments chatting, but I am considering multiple e-mails.)
6. [Bracket] people you've known, online or off, for more than five years.
7. Turn family members red.
8. Turn people blue if you recall ever receiving postal mail (i.e. postcards, packages) from them (Turn them purple if both red and blue).

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Current Mood: cranky

happy birthday fuckyouprincess

a tuesday night with lovely pictures taken from lizzy's cam


( A Tuesday Night after MetropolisCollapse )

Current Mood: creative

STARTING JUNE 23RD / NO COVER ADULTS... $5.00 MINORS

don't forget that adults is no cover and minors is 5.00

(FLIER MADE BY ME, ELI)

Current Mood: creative

Aww, it felt good to talk to my "big bro Mike" hehe. I missed ya!!
DarkBrokenHeartz: how are you though
DarkBrokenHeartz: i miss you too
Intense Bxtch: I'm doing okay
Intense Bxtch: I'm not the way I used to be.
Intense Bxtch: I've controlled my drinking when it's necessary
Intense Bxtch: which is all the time
Intense Bxtch:: unless it's my birthday
DarkBrokenHeartz: : well that's good
Intense Bxtch: or I'm at Mexico and NOT going home
DarkBrokenHeartz: im worried now that im not around to take care of you

Current Mood: happy

eff you see kay why oh you (just a picture update)


Current Mood: content

Current Mood: depressed

A beautiful night at Metropolis (:

( A fun night at metropolisCollapse )

Current Mood: giggly

vino night er what?

Wine


?? Which Alcoholic Drink Are You ??
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Current Mood: nostalgic

New pictures er what?

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Current Mood: creative

oh and I appear like that, out of no where


Current Mood: sleepy

You Are 21 Years Old

21 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Current Mood: tired