| Sunday, November 5th, 2006 |
| 8:17 pm |
The saga of my fish Lord Henry Abner Dodkers VII, Esq.
Ok so this morning I change Henry's water and leave him in a cup along nest to the bowl so the water can become room tempurature. When I return sometime later, Henry is lying lifeless in the sink, and the cup he was in is empty. I can only assume that one of my suitemates ruthlessly tried to murder him. I tell maggie about this, and she promises to flush him because I can't stand the emotional trauma of such an act. An hour later, Maggie calls me at breakfast and tells me HENRY IS ALIVE. HE SURVIVED AN HOUR+ IN THE SINK. He is now safely back in his bowl, but not in the best condition. HANG ON HENRY, I LOVE YOU |
| Wednesday, September 13th, 2006 |
| 8:20 pm |
ps, its makes me so happy that the frisbee team calls me nads. They are so fuckign amazing |
| Friday, August 11th, 2006 |
| 3:45 pm |
Hello Everyone, I miss you all and I promise I'm not too cool to spend time with you, I just work a lot. If you wanna see me before I leave for college (aug 31) give me a call or contact me somehow. In other news, Maggie Schep and I are roommates. And we're in a triple with some random girl. And we filled out our roommate forms completely differently. CRAZY |
| Monday, April 24th, 2006 |
| 8:35 pm |
ANNIE AND I HAVE SUNLESS TANNED OURSELVES INTO OBLIVION OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO |
| Monday, April 17th, 2006 |
| 4:30 pm |
So I am almost positive I am going to Skidmore. They gave me so much monies and they have a really good art program, and nothing else about it is offensive. I really like Bard and NYU a lot but its not worth it to go and be in debt. I am visiting Bard and Skidmore next weekend so i guess I will know better by then. And maybe Bard will give me more monies after my appeal. AHHHHHH indecision I am intent on finishing this super jumbo box of nerds. I feel illllllll |
| Wednesday, April 5th, 2006 |
| 6:54 pm |
So I got my awards from Bard and UCSC today, and they would both cost around the same as NYU, about 20,000-25,000 a year. And it makes me so upset that the schools I actually WANT TO GO TO give me shit for aid, and the schools I don't want to go to are giving me a ton. So basically I'm probably going to Skidmore. Which is fine, but after realizing I couldnt go to NYU I had set my heart on Bard and it really sucks to be disappointed again when I know that I got into a school and can't go because of something that is completely out of my hands and not my fault. I know I shouldn't be but I am so mad at my parents for not being able to pay for it or giving a shit about how much it means to me. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I've worked so hard in High School and I don't want to go to UMass and be somewhere I don't like just so they/ I won't be in debt. End the end all Skidmore is is fine, its not what I wanted. It would have been much easier if I had been rejected from the other places instead of knowing the only reason I can't go is money. I know I am being stupid and spoiled and I am sure I will get over it later. |
| 8:35 am |
I'm really not down with this snow thing, fyi |
| Sunday, April 2nd, 2006 |
| 2:55 pm |
things that make me happy: It's AMAZING out My room is clean I love my friends I love kendall I got into a lot of colleges I like I no longer give a shit about doing well in school I got a bathing suit for $20 things that make me not happy: I can't go to NYU cause they didn't give me enough financial aid I didn't get into Tufts, so I pretty much have to go somewhere not in the boston area I'm not living with Annie next year I need to get a job for the summer But overall, my life is pretty much amazing right now |
| Sunday, March 26th, 2006 |
| 6:00 pm |
VAGINA
hahahhahaha vaginas are funny i love maddie im sick i never want to do school work again |
| Thursday, March 23rd, 2006 |
| 1:30 pm |
i feel like death and my mom thinks i have mono. finally i dont have to feel guilty about sitting around the house like a lazy self loathing ass. on the upside, i went to the mfa with allison yesterday to see the hockney exhibit and drink tea. theres a lot of good modern art there right now, everyone should hit that shit up. Our garb purchased at the garment district for frisbee is so quality. 60's bathing suit. crazy old lady flowered guachos. a uni- something. boooooooty shorts. YEAH. EVERYONE SHOULD BE A FAN |
| Friday, March 17th, 2006 |
| 8:03 pm |
things that are poopy: I have a black eye for unknown reasons I have no desire to ever move off my couch again and feel like poop I have to read Rites Of Spring for Euro, its hella long and the worst book ever. hella. hella. hella I need to do buttloads of other homework Everyone is too far away for me to want to move to see them things that are pretty: I saw Kendall and Xtina and I love them both At least I'm not in class I hear from all of my colleges soon Senior Spring, even though it's a huge joke, has begun I went to Trader Joes and bought lots of nummies so I won't stop eating when I am at home I'm going to Ikea tomorrow with mommy to buy a dressar, who is being really nice for some reason |
| Tuesday, March 14th, 2006 |
| 4:37 pm |
Remember that time it was my moms birthday and i was supposed to pick my brother up from school and I forgot, so they called my mom at work and she had to leave to pick him up? I do I am the worst failure at life in the world and my mother hates me so much right now |
| Monday, March 13th, 2006 |
| 2:24 pm |
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| Sunday, March 5th, 2006 |
| 1:02 pm |
I've realized that this year I have been wasting my life. And its because no one is here to take care of me. I can be an idiot and no one will notice. Because I know that at the end of the day no one is there for me. I act like I am the big girl and I can take care of myself, but in reality I am not. I am entirely capable of ruining everything in my life that is important to me. So I play the role of miss smarty pants and spend so much time on school work that I can ignore my life. And the rest of the time I take sleeping pills so I don't have to be alive an awake. And to me thats fine because I can say that I don't have problems because I do well in school and I don't party or do drugs or do anything wrong at all. It is so easy to be alone that whenever anyone actually makes an effort to be close to me I push them away by being horrible to them. And I am so afraid of college because I know that the current me doesn't have it in her to make important friendships. Why would I be able to be normal with an entirely new set of people if I can't even do that with the people I have known forever? I can't be the person I am seeing myself become, I just can't allow it. But I have no idea to change it. |
| Friday, February 17th, 2006 |
| 8:51 pm |
Do gay men take laxatives before they have sex so there is no poop up there? I was just thinking about that with annie for some reason SHHHHH is tomorrow. can't decide if I am really super excited or totally exhausted and tired of it. |
| Wednesday, February 8th, 2006 |
| 9:57 pm |
I like how I continually fuck my life over for no other reason than the fact that I can. |
| Wednesday, January 25th, 2006 |
| 12:09 pm |
do you know whats not cool? when i come baclk to my room to eat teddy grahams and frosting for lunch and its almost all gone, cause your friends ate it all AND THEY SCOOPED INSTEAD OF SCRAPED seriously, i cant bring myself to get out of bed to go back to school. my life is a sham |
| Thursday, January 19th, 2006 |
| 3:09 pm |
Do you whats no fun at all? Acting in the student directed and the Spread play, going to Spread workdays, taking 4 AP's, applying to College, managing Mirage because Dr. Abshire and Ms McQuillan are retarded, needing really badly to take care of Amnesty International, skipping PE and getting hella points, Mr. Goodson hounding me to work in the archives, working 9 hours every Saturday in the dining center, and Mr. Coleman hating me because I am a core Gospel member and can't go to any rehearsals/ concerts ever. ALL AT THE SAME TIME honestly, what was I thinking. |
| Sunday, January 15th, 2006 |
| 8:46 pm |
i just want to crawl into my bed with green sheets and never wake up again |
| Saturday, January 14th, 2006 |
| 6:29 pm |
My phone has passed on to the cellphone afterlife. Don't expect calling me to be a successful escapade. I bought some superfabulous things at the wrentham mall today. i feel like such a girl when I like shopping.If only I had the energy to really say what my life was like. Oh well, such is the life |
