Shrink_Together

shrink_together @ 2008-03-30T16:00:00

2008-03-30T20:01:03Z

i feel like crap today
and whenever i'm stressed i always binge
but i promised myself i wouldn't eat today.
i need help :(

Avril Lavigne should be shot!

2008-03-29T04:54:06Z

Seriously peeps I'm listening to some of her album now and I think my ears just started to bleed! Cheesy obvious lyrics.....

NO NO NO!!

follow me Ms. Lavigne, yeah just stand over there *BANG*
Yes the world is now just a bit more bearable

water and random...

2008-03-24T11:51:20Z

Ok this might seem a totally pointless comment. Ive always struggled drinking lots of water but Ive started putting a few slices of lemon in my bottle and it really takes away from the daily grind and makes it easier to drink more with (practically) no cals. you just leave it in there and refill on top of it each time. Its kinda yum really. Just a random share because I felt like posting cos I luv this community.

Today I had 230 cals and did 20min on the ex. bike and 20min running. And I work at this food place and i didnt eat a single thing at work...not a crumb! Yay because thats just a good day in my opinion. But Boo! because Im suppose to be on the 2468 and so blew my cals today by 30. I know its like nothing but its the principle of the thing. (i really got to find a new job...one that Im not around yummy food 24/7. Its just screaming for a binge and I will NOT let that happen)

Anyway, speak soon xox

members only....

2008-03-23T23:37:43Z

Can we make this community only available to be viewed by members? it really makes me feel uncomfortable....

burnt cals?

2008-03-23T04:22:23Z

Hi guys...Im being a bit of a post whore (hehe) as in I just posted and Im back again. Anyway, was just wondering how you can tell how many cals you've burnt? Sometimes I'll run like 5km or something and I feel like Ive worked hard and am sweating but have no idea exactly what I have burnt off. ?

xoxo

2468...start losing dont wait!

2008-03-23T04:16:22Z

Hi! One of the other lovely girls and I are starting the 2468 diet tomorrow (monday 24) and its kinda late notice but I just thought Ide put up a post just incase anyones feeling a tad unmotivated or in struggletown and wanted to join in. Tomorrow is not only the start of a new week but the day after easter a.k.a chocolate day so seems a brilliant place to get superdooper on track.

Even if ppl arnt up for it please feel free to drop in some tips for the 200 and 400 days? ;-P

Luv you all. from the newbie xox

shrink_together @ 2008-03-23T10:17:00

2008-03-22T00:31:25Z

Ok so I'm trying to windle my way into this awsum community but it's harder than I thought. But I really need you so Im going to try and come for a visit at least once everyday. I have been doing terrible and it's so depressing! I hate walking along reminding myself what a stupid failure I am cos I cant even lose that weight. Like 3 months back I worked so hard and actually was losing heaps of weight and then somehow Ive managed to put it all back on again. GRRR!!! I need like a starting position to really go hard from. I keep reading little bits and peices in others posts about competitions you guys have and I WANT IN! I just dont know how to get involved. Or is there anyone that wants to group up or something and start some real team restricting as of like the monday coming? Or any better ideas Im certainly open to. OK Ide luv to hear from u guys. bye for now. xox

How posh are your scales??

2008-03-18T21:20:25Z

I'm thinking of upgrading mine like seriously..... To these...

http://www.fitsense.co.uk/tanita-BC-531.htm

Sorry

2008-03-17T17:39:43Z

Rough week... didnt finish part 1.... out of the 2500 i wanted to burn i only burned about 1030 since i havent gone to the gym since last monday... =(

part 2: have no plan right now... i have been purging quite often.... but im trying for no dinner today... i kinda have my period? i know kinda makes no sense... but i got cramps yesterday that wouldnt go away like PMS cramps do so i went to check and i had it... and well... now i dont but i had cramps earlier that went away w.o. meds.... so idk

anywho.... friday and saturday i weighed 130.... today.... 135??? maybe i do have my period... but 5 lbs? usually i gain like 2 or 3... so i did eat a lot yesterday so ill factor 2 lbs in for that....

ugh!

Byez!

shrink_together @ 2008-03-13T19:30:00

2008-03-13T23:33:10Z

Its been what 4 days since i started purging again???
i think its gross when food feels stuck in ur throat... its gross the way i am risking damage to teeth and esophagus... but in a sense... i dont want to stop... i dont know its like this is when i drop instead of maintain...

today i ate a huge lunch... dinner was 3 chicken fingers a few bites of rice and a mini waffle!!!! WTF ALY! Why did i do that???? BECAUSE IM FUCKING STUPID!!!!

apparently i have anixiety and posttraumatic stress disorder??? idk

shrink_together @ 2008-03-12T11:43:00

2008-03-12T00:54:41Z

So, I've only just figured out how to post. I just turned 19 (yesterday) and I had a stomach bug for the day (and still today too a bit) in which I was throwing up and couldnt eat anything all day. Just the thought of food made my wanna be sick. It kinda sucked a little cos it was my birthday and all but Im taking it as a gift. I mean for my birthday I didnt consume any calories and that makes me happy. This is gonna sound really weird but I had this little secret wish that I would get a stomach bug to help me on my weight loss path...and I did! Ive decided its a sign and Im gonna do even better at my weight loss now that Im a brand new age. YAY! Cant wait. Well Im really happy to be part of this group....Im gonna go read the recent posts. xo

miserable

2008-03-11T03:23:50Z

i purged (or tried to) yet again today...it didnt work to well bc of what i ate (sushi rolls) but it hurt when i put my finger down my throat... like it was really scratched and i was irritating it and it was gonna bleed idk why bc it never did that before....

any who i had a few chips and salsa around 330 today... then 12 california rolls(sushi) around 440 as my dinner... and then i went to the gym

Part 1: 170 cal burned today

then i went to the store on campus and they had spicy rolls (sushi) which i have been craving i love spicy foods! and i ate then also 12 rolls...

i got about 2 or so up after i had the cali. rolls and maybe 1 or so after the spicy rolls....

so yea im a big purger this week and im not even binging really.... ugh =( i fought with my boyfriend again and all i could think about was that if i was upset i could get out of eating... i also told him that if he didnt go out on wed. with his friends that i wouldnt eat unless he told me for sure that he was gonna go... we were fighting cuz i guess it was an issue for me to go out friday and dance w guys which i dont really do unless they are my friends i mainly just dance w my friends that are girls and i said that he was a hypocrite bc he's gonna go dance w girls and i dont even mind it bc i know he wouldnt do anything but i broke up w him once after dancing w boys (3 yrs ago in H.S.) i guess he doesnt trust me? which he claims he totally trusts me he's just scared which obviously means he doesnt trust me... UGH

teh anachronism... expect mucho texts bc if i cant eat then i gotta have someone gross me out about food or talk me out of it so i dont cave... i need to prove im not a quitter...

Also... im sorry the past day or two i havent been reading like any entries i just wasnt in the mood forgive me ladies!

Its that quarter annual PURGING

2008-03-10T02:49:57Z

I purged yesterday and again today after dinner... i do this every couple months out of no where... nothing triggers it really but watching too much thinspo on youtube can especially anorexia movies like a secret between friends or the perfect body... both lifetime movies i think... and really good... but it makes me think twice about eating and start throwing food away without being finished... it really motivates me... that i dont want to stop being like this...

my glands are swollen though and though im the same weight i feel lighter... i think when i get like this is when i finally start losing again... and then ill maintain and eventually do this all over again....

part 1 - 150cal burned
part 2: well eating lighter, and taking my trimspa which isnt making me feel as full as it used to... hmm

<3

shrink_together @ 2008-03-09T15:45:00

2008-03-09T20:46:35Z

Hi I'm new here.

I assume we all count calories. So how many calories should I allow for toothpaste and mouthwash?

shrink_together @ 2008-03-08T19:06:00

2008-03-09T00:09:49Z

I Def. Wanna Stay In This Community... Its My Favorite!!!!

VIDEO

2008-03-08T00:24:51Z

Hey Everyone ... Just Made This Video... Someone Posted One Of Theirs And It Motivated Me To Make A New One HAHA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YzvinjHnS0

Today Is Going Good... Taking Trimspa Helps Me Feel Full Sooner Cuz It Has That Glucomannan That Turns Into Gel When Water Hits It... If you try trimspa make sure to take the pills with plenty of water since this glucomannan can swell fast and block your esophagus....

=)

X-Posted

Ugh

2008-03-07T04:04:32Z

I hate this. My weight keeps fluctuating. I'll be 122 one day, 120 another day, and then 125 another day.
I don't get it. ): But I've been eating as little as possible.
Today I had a cup of coffee, and a bowl of vegetable soup that my mom made. It made me feel bloated and fat.
Afterwards, I felt really guilty and gross, too. Ugh.
I'm going to start exercising more. After I move I'll be able to run A LOT more, too. Which makes me feel a little better.

Running In Slow Motion

2008-03-07T02:34:00Z

Im gettin absolutely no where....

part 1: 150 cal burned (more than that just dunno wat i burned doing crunches)

part 2: ugh i had a decent sized lunch in front of me but i picked at it and i had an apple w peanut butter and a baby sized waffle w. strawberries for dinner.... my plan is to eat as minimal as i can take....

new motivation: im fighting with the boyfriend after he said he was losing feelings for me.... even though he meant it differently ... idk im confused too haha ... just that the spice in our relationship is fading and that we are boring.... whatev....

So my motivation came today when i pointed out all my flaws and he said i always give up on things... well lets see how skinny i can get shall we... forget 111 im going as far as i can bc i want to prove that i can!!!!!

EFFED UP!!!!!!!

2008-03-05T20:27:02Z

Last night i screwed up by having a mini muffin and 3 cookies.... Today i screwed up... AT LUNCH... the beginning of my day ... i had 2 slices of white pizza and a wheat wrap w. mozzarella cheese, tomatoes, and balsamic vinegar..

i couldnt go 7 days??? Starting over tomorrow and am avoiding dinner tonight... i have an apple here in case i need to eat... but hey what lard ass person NEEDS to eat????

UGH

2008-03-05T02:41:40Z

So I know this is unrelated to competition. but two people in the ana_fast group and ana_mia posted a link for a site mamavision or something.... this talks about shutting down sites like LJ... i commented on it under the name Aly if you go and look at it and read it... ill try and find the link to post it.....

anywho:

Part 1: burned 200 cal...

Part 2: i did good with veggies until dinner where i couldnt take it and had 3 oatmeal cookies and a mini muffin... im assuming the cookies were prolly 60cal each so i def. burned them off at the gym but this is a cleansing diet and i totally f**ked it up =(

UPDATE:
Heres the link to that site...

http://mamavision.com/2007/08/12/its-not-a-crime-to-desire-to-be-thin/

Oh The Excitment

2008-03-04T19:50:34Z

So I weighed myself this morning and the scale said 122.
I was extremely excited. I really love snow days, because then I don't have to worry about eating at lunch or anything. Because I usually sleep right through lunch! And I spend the majority of the time in my room, so she doesn't bug me about why I'm not eating. This morning I sat down at the kitchen table and ate an orange, though.

I'm thinking about trying 2468, but I don't know what kind of results I'll get. Any feedback on it? Or can you recommend something better?

Good Afternoon

2008-03-04T19:02:39Z

Ok Ok i know i should wait til later to post but i cant help it... i always wanna post here everytime i come into this community i get so anxious its seriously the best one i think because we all communicate well with one another and give support...

Anywho... idk if ill be going to the gym for the next 2 days since i have a midterm on thursday but ill prolly go anyway haha..

Diet is well its my second day and i lost 1.5 lbs from yesterday WOO!
I hope i can get to my goal by sunday... well id weigh in on monday morning so haha... i think after that ill give myself a 2 day break and do it once more before i go home for easter... that way it ends the day before i go home leaving me nice and light haha.... once i get back from break ill do it once more to finish the end of the comp... If i might just do this diet every other week or so ....

Ugh I Want To Be 111 so bad... its the lowest i can way and still have a healthy body mass.... mmm....

Hey!

2008-03-04T05:47:59Z

I'm a newb here. Just thought I'd come along and introduce myself. I'm Liz. (:
I've had an ED since I was like thirteen, but last summer when I was actually happy with my weight I started eating more and more and now I'm like a lot heavier than that. Anyway, here's my current stats:

CW: 125
HW: 130 (ish)
LW: 110
GW: 105

STATS for COMP. 3!

2008-03-04T03:10:15Z

STATS:
   CW - 132.5 lbs
   HW - 154 lbs
   GW - 111 lbs
   GW for this comp. - 120lbs

PART 1:
I plan to burn at least 2500 calories in 2 weeks time.

Part 2:
My diet plan is the GM diet. which i technically started today (monday) Tomorrow is all veggies...

Good Luck Every One! <3

EXCITED

2008-03-03T18:58:39Z

Im definitely excited for comp. 3 and to see how we all do... i love both ideas! especially considering i love going to the gym and that im not counting calories consumed so its easier to remember what i burn and not get confused hahaha

dont worry im not going to post my info yet even though i started my plan today bc well its monday and it sounded like a good idea 2 weeks ago when i decided on it haha

GOOD LUCK TOMORROW EVERY ONE!!!!