What should I do?

                              
 

I'm so confused right now. Confused with things in my life, Confused why I continue with all this strife. Things happened and they don't make sense, I just wish I could be normal so things weren't always so immense.

I need to know what to do next.
Should I continue?

Confused, Scared and I can only keep silent.

"Dear God
Please make things work in the situation that I want them to be.
Thank u."