here's what i just posted in my journal for all of my friends to read. i've never really voiced my opinions out loud to them. do i come off wrong or elegant? i'm worried about making them angry, but then think, "well, i am angry." (um) please just lemme know if it sounds terrible, and thank you.
i should be able to open my friends page and not be bombarded by reminders that i will ALWAYS struggle to prove myself as something worthy, something more than an erotic casing.
you may not have much inside of yourself that's gonna do the world some good, so step aside and don't hinder those of us who are trying! it's an uphill battle to begin with. i guess it's the fault of people like me for thinking that your personhood is actually worth the battle. i shouldn't go to protests in washington, d.c. or participate in programs to stand up for you if you're gonna move aside the first time you're expected to stand your ground, but i still do. let's face it. i always will because i don't want to see you trampled and worn. there's nothing worse than those who hurt and will neither help themselves nor their kind. some do not want to pursue thinking for themselves. being alienated, not truly being oneself, is easier and seemingly much more enjoyable.
ASK THE GIRLS YOU ARE CLOSE TO HOW MANY OF THEM WERE SEXUALLY MOLESTED OR ABUSED AS A CHILD!!! those numbers aren't hiding anything. i haven't had 1 girl friend who, when it came to that topic a bit down the road of our personal conversations, didn't have something in the shadows. that's ok though because those experiences are gonna make 1 hurt little girl into a sexy fucking machine at your local strip club or in some sweet porno if she's reeel gude and karizmatik.
i have spoken with so many women AND MEN who are now in their 40s, 50s, and 60s that are saddened from how the young women of today take for granted all that they fought for. she'll hug on me, tell me her story, smile big and say how wonderful it is to see someone my age standing up beside then, and then get a lost look upon her face.
however
it's just so cool for a girl to be into porn. it makes her sooo kitschy and unique. it makes her comfortable with her sexuality, right?
it MAKES her what she's been taught to be, what she needs to be to BE something. it's an asset, something to up her market value. she's more desirable if she goes with the flow.
why not volunteer for a children's organization in your spare time instead of funding the cycle of tragedies founded upon making a human being a novelty? you could be a good role model or seek one out for yourself.
SEX IS A BEAUTIFUL THING. you can fuck and it be beautiful! make love! give love! have you some crazy upside down in a swing love!
give someone you honestly and truly like a blow job. go down on the most charming and enlightening girl you've ever met. watch a porn together as a couple if you're both into it. watch it alone if you're single and lonesome or just horny as hell. i don't care. these things are consensual. they are interactive communications of acceptance. i AM pro-man and i am also pro-woman.
i don't have ALL of the answers and i am a bit confused on how to voice everything i think [especially at 1 a.m.], but i have NEVER spoken up about how i feel whenever i see things like this. this 1 time was the first time i didn't want to just be quiet as always, my simple "live and let live" thought. i merely want to be allowed to be comfortably me too.
these are my thoughts and feelings. i know that some and maybe a lot of you won't agree. i enjoy that. i am truly thankful that you're not like me and ALWAYS motivate me to think differently. i respect and value nearly everyone who has read this and your opinions. i just wanted what i think to be heard somewhere else besides in my head. nevertheless, i do apologize for what angry sarcasm there was. i do not want to hurt anyone's feelings in the process of expressing my own. i am comfortable with you disagreeing. hell, you're probably a lot happier than i am concerning the subject. i've wished and seriously tried to be in that place, to just be ok with it all, several times, but it's something bigger inside of me that makes it feel inhumane and wrong.
here's some hot porn for your mind!
i should be able to open my friends page and not be bombarded by reminders that i will ALWAYS struggle to prove myself as something worthy, something more than an erotic casing.
you may not have much inside of yourself that's gonna do the world some good, so step aside and don't hinder those of us who are trying! it's an uphill battle to begin with. i guess it's the fault of people like me for thinking that your personhood is actually worth the battle. i shouldn't go to protests in washington, d.c. or participate in programs to stand up for you if you're gonna move aside the first time you're expected to stand your ground, but i still do. let's face it. i always will because i don't want to see you trampled and worn. there's nothing worse than those who hurt and will neither help themselves nor their kind. some do not want to pursue thinking for themselves. being alienated, not truly being oneself, is easier and seemingly much more enjoyable.
ASK THE GIRLS YOU ARE CLOSE TO HOW MANY OF THEM WERE SEXUALLY MOLESTED OR ABUSED AS A CHILD!!! those numbers aren't hiding anything. i haven't had 1 girl friend who, when it came to that topic a bit down the road of our personal conversations, didn't have something in the shadows. that's ok though because those experiences are gonna make 1 hurt little girl into a sexy fucking machine at your local strip club or in some sweet porno if she's reeel gude and karizmatik.
i have spoken with so many women AND MEN who are now in their 40s, 50s, and 60s that are saddened from how the young women of today take for granted all that they fought for. she'll hug on me, tell me her story, smile big and say how wonderful it is to see someone my age standing up beside then, and then get a lost look upon her face.
however
it's just so cool for a girl to be into porn. it makes her sooo kitschy and unique. it makes her comfortable with her sexuality, right?
it MAKES her what she's been taught to be, what she needs to be to BE something. it's an asset, something to up her market value. she's more desirable if she goes with the flow.
why not volunteer for a children's organization in your spare time instead of funding the cycle of tragedies founded upon making a human being a novelty? you could be a good role model or seek one out for yourself.
SEX IS A BEAUTIFUL THING. you can fuck and it be beautiful! make love! give love! have you some crazy upside down in a swing love!
give someone you honestly and truly like a blow job. go down on the most charming and enlightening girl you've ever met. watch a porn together as a couple if you're both into it. watch it alone if you're single and lonesome or just horny as hell. i don't care. these things are consensual. they are interactive communications of acceptance. i AM pro-man and i am also pro-woman.
i don't have ALL of the answers and i am a bit confused on how to voice everything i think [especially at 1 a.m.], but i have NEVER spoken up about how i feel whenever i see things like this. this 1 time was the first time i didn't want to just be quiet as always, my simple "live and let live" thought. i merely want to be allowed to be comfortably me too.
these are my thoughts and feelings. i know that some and maybe a lot of you won't agree. i enjoy that. i am truly thankful that you're not like me and ALWAYS motivate me to think differently. i respect and value nearly everyone who has read this and your opinions. i just wanted what i think to be heard somewhere else besides in my head. nevertheless, i do apologize for what angry sarcasm there was. i do not want to hurt anyone's feelings in the process of expressing my own. i am comfortable with you disagreeing. hell, you're probably a lot happier than i am concerning the subject. i've wished and seriously tried to be in that place, to just be ok with it all, several times, but it's something bigger inside of me that makes it feel inhumane and wrong.
here's some hot porn for your mind!
