Living Day by Day

I never had any special talent.

I think I look pretty good.
But if you take the wrong path, even that does not help much.

I want to experience love.
And I want to work.

Girls are cute just for being girls.
I really like girls.

But I have never dated anyone.

God raised the difficulty level for me.
He gave me a disability.
Was it because I had a good face?

But there are people out there who have good looks, height, education, money, and are surrounded by girls.

Was becoming truant the mistake?
Is being unintelligent the problem?

Of course effort and environment matter.
But genetics matter too, right?

Well, I cannot complain too much about genetics, since I inherited my face from my parents.

I worked hard in martial arts too.

But I did not know about cleanliness.
I did not know how romance worked.
I did not know how human relationships worked.

I spent a long time going in circles.

Right now, I am obsessed with a cute influencer.

Is this love?
Probably not.

What I really want is to go on dates and kiss someone.
I want to experience those normal things.

But right now, I am trying hard to get a job.
Because I ended up with a mental illness.

So I am starting over from zero.

Still, if I get a stable job and build a stable life, do you think I could date a girl someday?

These days, dating apps make people compare each other constantly, and I think romance has become more difficult.

Even so, I want to keep moving forward little by little.

This is the kind of life I am living right now.
What kind of daily life are all of you living?

Maybe life becomes difficult once you start working.

But being able to survive just by working…
Isn’t that a kind of happiness?

Maybe you could date someone.
Maybe you could still dream.

You can continue living day by day.

Some people might say,
“That’s all life is.”

But we are living in an era blessed with peace.

In the past, there were wars, famine, disease, discrimination, and class systems.
Life itself was much harsher than it is now.

Today, many of those hardships have decreased.

No one knows how long peace will last.

Now there are nuclear weapons, and countries are economically connected to each other.
That is why many nations try to avoid wars that could lead to another world war.

But if this peaceful era collapses…

Even the ordinary happiness of simply living day by day might become impossible to grasp.

Even my simple wish of wanting to date a girl might disappear.

That is why I think we should realize the value of living day by day.

Because right now, we are walking through a fortunate era.