I mean, the class is amazing and I'm learning a lot more about writing from it then I've ever learned from an English class. And our teacher, who I also had as my teacher freshman year, is totally awesome. She's such a sweetheart and she's actually a good teacher too. I mean, I know I live in a county that features one of the best education systems in the whole country, but despite that there is a surprisingly high amount of incompetent teachers at my school. 

But it's what we're actually writing about in class that's really getting to me right now. We've been doing creative non-fiction to start off the year, and I really don't like it. I mean, writing it isn't very hard, it's just too personal for me. I'm all about writing for catharsis and stuff, but I'm really one of those people who do that when I need to. In general, I don't enjoy thinking about the shit that's happening around me. 

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And yeah, It's just not all stuff I like thinking about, especially not now when I've been feeling sort of stressed out already because of school and Cavaliers and other crap. It's just a bit too much for me to handle all at once. I wish I was like this one kid, Joey, in my class. He's writing about packing peanuts for his issue essay. Something like that probably would've made me feel better.

That's right, pimpage time :D



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I've been feeling so much stress lately because of school. Junior year sucks so far. AP World is just about eating my soul. The class is not really all that hard, I mean I have 95, so I'm guessing I'm actually doing pretty well. It's just that there's just so much work that goes along with the class. I hate having to go to bed at like 1:00 or 2:00 every night because I'm doing homework.

Being on the flag team is not helping either. I mean, Cavaliers is great, and I love the girls on my team, but seriously it is rather stressful. I have almost no time to practice or memorize routines, and I feel like I'm always one step behind everyone during practices. And the captains really aren't making things easier on us. I mean, how do they expect us to learn a routine literally two days after teaching it to us? And what right do they have on lecturing us on how we don't practice enough when they spent 3 weeks slacking off and not making up routines like they were supposed. No. I don't think so.

I'm not really keeping up with fandom the way I used to. I mean, I still probably spend too much time on tumblr, but seriously at this point that's like inevitable. The only show I've been watching as it airs is Glee, and that's because I can't stand to miss the liveblogging experience. Glee has definitely become my fandom choice, and seriously, I look forward to Tuesday nights at 8:00 more than anything else during the week.

I think keeping up with this journal may be helpful. I can relieve some stress and what not. I'm seriously gonna try to update more often. I know I say that like all the time, but I'm really seriously about it this time :)

 I've been on an icon making spree lately, so here are some of the stuff I've been working on :)

20 Darren Criss/Blaine Anderson
20 Chris Colfer/Kurt Hummel

Preview:



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Some icons I made for mcr20in20 . As always, there are some I like, and others I feel sort of meh about. But overall, I rather like the set. It's nice to do some icon making for something other than SML. I think I might start joining a few more 20in20s just because I miss making icons. We'll see though :)

Let me know what you guys think of what I have :)

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 Oh gods, it's been so long since I made an actual entry, that you can still see my last pimping post. I PROMISE I'LL START UPDATING MY JOURNAL D:

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 It's been a while hasn't it? I really should update here more often. I think I will start doing that. But not until tomorrow ;)

This is honestly  THE most beautifully made video I have ever see. Tears every time.

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