this staying up all night crap has got to go. its so weird being out of school. i never work. i never do much of anything. i got my first tattoo on tuesday. ouch is all i gotta say. haha. no, it was worth it. i already have my next one planned out.
corey and i had another fight. the outcome was not so good. each of us keeps threatening to leave the other. this time he just up and left my house. which was for the best i think ,he doesnt know when to stop. he really knows how to get my temper flaring. i do wish i had my anger a little more under control. i know that i have a bad temper and that i have little to none patience. sometimes i get so mad that i cant even think straight. i have knots in my back and neck. i need massage therapy. blah i have to be at school in a couple hours for a senior meeting and i havent slept yet.
im not feeling too great. i want to be healthy and at peace with life. im thinkin about giving up drinking and drugs for good. i want to do something to make my mom proud of me again..