Tottaly slow day in lab today like whoa, and i went and ate lunch early cuz i thought i'd have work to do later but alas some one is using all the apparatuses i need for all the different projects i'm working on. What are the chances that would happen! So now everyone else is at lunch and i'm lonely. So i decided to waste my time on line, and checked my e-mail, only to recive awful news. My TA assignment has been changed, and instead of TAing Biochem 2 like i would have soooooo enjoyed, i now TA bio 202. God no. That is the worst class ever and i am so deeply saddened. The funny thing is i so failed the lab, with like a D or something, How am i supposed to TA it. So the pieces don't fit like i thought, and i guess i'm gonna have to give up autisim research. I'm also being mean for no reason to people who are competing against me, that also makes me sad afterward for they are far better and deserve respect. but fire the gun into the mouth of doubt i will conquer although the average would break. If i repete that enough times mabey i'll belive it. Tomorrow going on retreat to a MCC. My heart is with my MEFS and i hope they live and not get a nasty fung and produce virus a plenty.