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Hello, I am Jessica.
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Z H O N G H U A
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do F a s h i o n related work/studies.
have a MAJOR CRUSH/INTEREST/FLING with branding and marketing related works/studies
am an art person. maybe has a flair but the talent is shaky and unstable. but recognises the depth of personal potential for arts. (:
I'm kinda brilliant. Mental note that aights? (:
Loves: Almost everyone.
Hates: Nothing really. Until you really know me i guess. (:
Jess kinda rocks; like big time ._.
Reflection of an insight from my first performance outing with my cca kids.
8:11 AM Saturday, August 04, 2012
I sincerely think that Singapore's motto is like Olympic's motto.
Citius, Altius, Fortius, which is Latin for "Faster, Higher, Stronger"
Because of this motto, it becomes very clear why there's the existing supply and demand gap to fill up this void of people doing the most menial works. The good will only be better and the better will only get better and who is left to do the bottom rung works? Answer is very clear and our eyes can see.
Trust me, from what I observe, the gap and barrier between each social rank and statuses will just get bigger over time. It's a matter of time before a lot more Singaporeans seek not fortune but happiness in other countries.
cried and grew.
I'm glad I'm older. Seriously...
11:50 AM Saturday, July 28, 2012
Saw my older posts.
Like the seriously first few months' worth of post.
I almost died. Really. I was once young, innocent and gross.
I'm glad I am who I am now. Well, always glad that I am a better person than I was.
ARGH... *cringes*
cried and grew.
BOO YAH
11:19 AM
It's been forever. But forever is too short for me to capture all.
I have learnt much since my last entry.
I have a lot to share. But seriously... to blog or to write a diary, makes me lethargic.
SO... Good Night. (:
cried and grew.
I don't know
7:40 AM Friday, March 30, 2012
I am upset.
I can no longer understand why. I get frustrated at work. It's hard to get used to. I should stop comparing. People should shut up and leave me alone.
I just need to vent. I just want you to be well and happy. Please let your health be good.
cried and grew.
Perche no?
8:01 AM Monday, December 19, 2011
Why not?
Not a lot of people can understand why ignorance is not forgivable. Stupidity is unforgivable... but ignorance?
Pride is in the way. Suz says it takes a while before the apology will be internalized anyway. So I should not take it too hard.
Okay. Shall internalize my blurness to ease the emotional burdens away. sighs.
cried and grew.
Maybe I'm just tired... or maybe, I just grew up.
10:25 AM Sunday, June 05, 2011
No matter how much I used to like to stay childish and stay stupid...
At some point of my life, I experience things that adds on to my karmic knowledge.
Life has been graceful to me.
Despite the fact I am not wholesome, I am not the strongest person ever, I am not
very kind to my core and I cringe at sufferings. . .
Being a typical blood type A, I am quite a stickler for rules and I am good at
withstanding most pressures and stress.
I have boiling points and peeves that will tick me off suddenly before you can
finish saying: JIIIBAAAABOOOOOM~~~!
But then again, I am indeed very thankful and grateful that Life and Fate have been
kind to me.
My Life has been pretty smooth, like baby bum smooth LOL.
Albeit some shit here and there, some craziness here and there and some tears here
and there, I survived with minimum damages.
I would like to say, it's okay you throw shit at me.
It is okay you turn your back on me.
It's too okay for you to ostracise and I readily admit I am perturbed and affected
by such gestures...
It is really okay to do all these to me because I have good friends and family as my
pillars of support and backings.
I believe in Karma and I wish you well. (:
cried and grew.
You know why do people lie?
11:29 AM Thursday, September 09, 2010
... It's because they have low self esteem, so when they think you are taken in by their lie(s), their ego boosts are significant.
But some people are different from the general. They lie for another reason: They wanna stop being engaged with you.
So many times, I get that I will be deceived or be lied over and over again. At the end of the day, it may be the butt of jokes, but I honestly think that I'm just not who you think I am. I do get affected, that I reflect why our actions. Often, when I'm satisfied with my mind process of my day to day works, I'll forget.
So, actually if you think I'm pissed with you... Don't worry I will never let it carry over to the next day, I swear to my own god, I am really damned forgetful about things like this. LOL :D Cheerios.
cried and grew.
Now I know why I keeps my blog alive...
10:16 AM Monday, June 28, 2010
Solely for me to type out all my brain haemorrhage
After all these years, albeit being an adult. I don't want to feel like one.
My past history was so crazy, so intense and so stupid. But now my life is an utter rubbish and literally utter rubbish.
My emotions are all over the place, don't even know what the fuck I want.
I was stupid and young and i cried over you before, but now that i look back. The tears are worthed it really.
cried and grew.